I wear your ring and smile through the pain
pretend everything's okay when nothing is.
I miss you so much but I can't go back
we'd both break eventually.
After getting up for the third time to write something down
I cry myself to sleep, wondering if you hate me
but I tell myself this is for the best
and will myself not to forget.
I won't let you become another dead friend
even though I thought you were, for a while.
Every name on that list is a soul lost to oblivion
and my pain has been buried deep.
But not your loss, in a different way than most.
I wore your ring the whole dang night
could it connect us through our dreams?
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Bitter Bliss: A Poetry Collection
PoesíaMy fourth poetry collection, raw and original. My deepest fears, most insecure thoughts, and cruelest wishes. 🖤🖤Trigger warning: everything🖤🖤