bruises || stylinson

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Louis

I have been missing out on so much culture. I always knew that there was so much out there that I hadn't experienced and now Harry is actually showing me the world.

There's so much more than just hamburgers and I was never allowed to have it because of my father. He'll eat it as a way to flaunt the money he makes off of me. Most of the time he eats lobster just because he can.

However today I'm the one that gets to eat like a king. I'm having a real meal, one that started with a salad and didn't come with French fries. I learned that even though I like ketchup, I don't like regular tomatoes. I would have never known that before, especially since most of my burgers come plain.

I didn't tell Harry that, or else I think he would have started force feeding me vegetables. Essentially, he did that during lunch, I think that he went a bit overkill.

I swear her ordered almost the entire menu just so I could try a bit of everything. Of course, we were left with a whole lot of food so he made me take it home with me. I probably have at least four pounds of rice and I'm not complaining.

I fell in love with fried rice, which sucks because I'll probably never get to have it again. I would eat right now if I could manage to get any more into my stomach. I know that if I take even one more bite I'll burst.

The issue is, my father will never let me take home leftovers. Knowing him he will take them and throw them away without argument. Either that or he will eat them in front of me and make me watch, not being allowed to have any.

I'll just pretend to leave them in Harry's car so he'll be left with them. I don't want to hurt his feelings since he spent so much money on me for lunch alone and I'll never be able to repay him. I mean that both in monetary and emotional value.

All I want to do is kiss him so he knows how much I care for him. I want to grab his cheeks and pull him close to me, our foreheads touching. Then I'll lightly press my lips against his before moving on to anything more serious.

I want him to know that we don't have to move fast, we can take things as slow as he needs. Actually, it would be more like as slow as I need. I don't know how he would be in a romantic situation, but knowing me I would be terrible.

Maybe I should just do it while we're at the arcade. It would be cute and I can like out my fantasy of being a cliché. It would only be better if we were standing outside and then it starts raining with the flashy lights behind us.

I really like the idea of living in a teen movie, mainly because life in those movies is just so trivial. The only issues are which boy to choose and what dress to wear to prom, not being in an abusive father-son relationship where you're literally put in a fighting ring.

I will admit that I've only seen one teen movie, and it was so long ago that I don't even know the title. We watched it in school because our teacher didn't want to teach so she just put it on.

There was something so magical about it, all of these beautiful people together at one school causing insignificant drama. I guess I liked how perfect their lives were, even though they were all straight couples. I get that there weren't any gay couples because the movie had to be at least from the early 2000's.

I should make my own movie, one just like the one I saw but completely with lgbtq+ couples. It would allow people of all groups of people to be able to have those cheesy movies where the couple always gets together in the end.

The issue is, I have no idea what goes into making movies. Other than that, one the only kinds of movies I have seen are cartoons, which are completely different than one with actual people.