--Breathe my love--
She hides all her problems behind a smile. Behind her smile is a world of pain and hurt. You think you know her, but you really have no idea.
As she was sitting besides her bed with red teary eyes and a broken soul sobbing to keep herself together she tried to take one last breath , to give herself on more chance . She crawled from the ground and she faced the mirror that was scrwed to the wall.
And time stoped...
Her reflection said:
Life is pain , i wake up every morning I'm in pain , i go to work I'm in pain . Do you know how many times i wanted to just give up? How many times i thought about ending it?
Love is pain , I always known i cant count to anyone but myself. I never really known what it is to be loved , to feel loved , to be lovable.. Just a lost soul that didnt matter.
You are broken on the floor and you are crying , crying . He has done this all before but you are lying to yourself that he will change to someone else but you are broken to the floor still asking him for more . Will you leave or will you carry on? Is your love from before still strong? . If you leave will you keep the memory ? Being alone and hurt so deep...
( She crsuhed the mirror into million pieces , hurting herself face body hands everything shuttered )
I'm FINE she said.. I hate you.. I hate everyone.. I hate myself.. I hate myself for loving you!
Im paralyzed. I no longer feel things i know i should
Im scared to live but im scared to die . I wanna feel something
I'm numb inside but i dont feel nothing i wonder why? Im in the race of life and time pass by..
Im underwater but i feel like im on the top of it Im at the bottom and i dont know what the problem is .
Im in the box but i dont want to lock me in.
--So forget it and ill just run out of oxygen.--
YOU ARE READING
To a future love
RomanceI wonder what I'll be wearing, what that day will look like, and how the pieces will fall together. I wonder what street I'll be walking on, what indie ballad I'll be listening to, and which weird braceletes I'll wearing on my wrist . I wonder if ou...
