Little Mix/ Y/N imagines And Preferences (Completed)

One change ruined my life

Jesy/Y/N:
Inspired by another story!
⚠️ Mention of suicide, this may be distressing to read so scroll if you don't wanna get triggered

Jesy's POV: So, Y/N and I have been dating in secret for about 4 months now, we are both members of the band. I get called in for a meeting with Simon and take a seat to hear this.

"Hello, Jesy. There's something we need to discuss." Simon tells me bluntly.
"What's this about?" I reply.
"I'm not happy with you dating a woman, it hurts my image." He says "So you are gonna be dating a man whom is sutiable for you". He brings in a decent looking lad but he's nothing compared to my Y/N. "Jesy, I'd like you to meet Chris." Simon says with a smile on his face. Chris extends his hand and I reluctantly shake it. "Chris Hughes, it's a pleasure to meet you." He's got great manners, that's good, I guess.
"Now because you are dating Chris, I don't want to see anything in the news about you and Y/N, got it?" He asks blandly. I just nod and fake smile.
"I'll give you two some time to get to know each other". He says whilst leaving the room, leaving me and this Chris alone

"So, Chris. I'm making some ground rules." I tell him with a straight face. "I have a girlfriend for starters, I want no touching or kissing in private. Only in public."
"Got it" He tells me, I don't exactly trust him but you know what can I do now.

Back at the house:
Jesy's POV: I walk into the house to see my wonderful girlfriend making lunch, we've been living together along with the other girls since the beginning. She notices me and turns around but looks confused when she sees Chris.
"Y/N, we need to talk" I say walking into the kitchen.
"Who is he, babe?" She asks.
"I got called into a meeting earlier and Simon says that I have to act like I'm dating him because he won't allow us to be together as a couple in public." I tell her, honestly.
"So you're dumping me, for this guy?" She asks with her eyes starting to water.
"No, baby. It's not like that." I tell her.
"Okay, if you say so." She goes quiet. Why doesn't Simon just let me tell the world, I love this girl!? I watch as she heads upstairs.

I then hear the door open and hear Jade's loud voice and I peek my head 'round the corner. The girls know that me and Y/N are dating and fully support it.  "Jesminda!" Perrie shouts and runs toward me but stops when she sees Chris. "Who's he?" She asks with a concerned look on her face. I tell the girls about why he's here and they understand. "I'm done with Simon and Syco being homophobic" Jade announces. Chris walks over and introduces himself but the girls don't seem too happy about the situation just like I am.

Y/N's POV: I'm currently laying in my bed scrolling through my Instagram feed when I notice a post from some news page reading "Is Jesy Nelson and Love Island's Chris Hughes dating?" I feel a few tears roll down my cheek when I hear somebody at the door, I'm really hoping it's not Jesy cause I'm a little p*ssed at her right now. I open the door and see Leigh Anne standing there.

"Hey, bubba. Are you okay?" Leigh asks when she sees my state. I wipe my tears and tell her honestly "No, I'm not." "Do you want to talk to me?" Leigh asks sweetly. I just nod and lead her into my bedroom. Leigh and I grew up together in High Wycombe and have known eachother since we was 8.

"Is it about Jesy?" Leigh asks laying next to me in my bed. I nod slowly. "Is it because the two can't be together in public?" I nod again. "Awe, love." She gives me a hug and soothes my tears. "I can't imagine how you feel right now, We know how much you adore Jesy. I just wish I could do something." We see the door open and Jade poking her head in "I'm not interrupting anything, am I?" She asks, sweetly. I shake my head. "What's happened, baby girl?" Jade says as she sees my tears. Leigh explains everything and Jade bites her lip to hold back her own tears, Jade adores me and Jesy and think we're adorable together.

A few days later:
Perrie's POV: Y/N hasn't been out her room for a couple days and it's worrying me, Jade and Leigh. Worst part is that Jesy seems to have feelings for Chris and they look really happy together. It's like she has completely forgotten her relationship with Y/N. Chris and her are the top trending hashtag on Twitter and Instagram for days now. All the fans love #Chesy. We're attending our first interview without Y/N today and I'm hoping this man doesn't mention anything to do with Chris and Jesy.

"Hello everyone, I'm Jack Davidson and today I'm joined by the biggest girlgroup in the world, it's only Little Mix." He announces happily "Now we are one member short Y/N Y/L/N? Where's the fifth member?"
"She's really unwell at the moment" Jade chimes in which isn't true as the last we've seen she's looked so depressed and lost of herself. I bite my lip and hold back the tears. "Well, that's never good. Best wishes towards her." The interviewer says.

Jade's POV: I'm not listening to a word this man is saying because all he's talking about is Chris and Jesy, surprise surprise. I just put on a fake smile like Pez and Leigh and hope that Y/N is okay back at the house. Chris is out with his brother. "How are you and Chris getting on, Jess?" He asks Jesy whom replies with a very positive answer. The interview just drags on and on.

Back at the house:⚠️⚠️⚠️
Jade's POV: I walk back into the house, Leigh walks upstairs to check on Y/N and Perrie is still outside with Claude, one of our dancers. I decide to grab a snack when I see the worst sight of all time lying on the kitchen, Y/N unconscious with a empty bottle of painkillers and a note next to her. I rush over to her and start performing CPR. I scream for Perrie and Leigh who run into the room and are mortified by the scene. None of us can stop crying, our best friend of 8 years is dead in my arms. Perrie picks up the note next to her dead body but can't read it through her blurry vision so she lays it on the counter and phones 999. The ambulance arrives and takes Y/N with her, Perrie and I go with her whilst Leigh is staying with Claude who's also bawling.

Leigh's POV: I wipe my eyes and manage to read the whole note with Claude before we continue crying more and more. The note reads
Dear, Pep, Jeed, Leigh Leigh and hopefully Jess.
Lately, I've been feeling so lost in myself, I'm so sorry that it had to come to this. After Jesy and Chris starting getting more and more close, I lost the woman I fell in love with 3 years ago. I hope Chris learns that he is a retarded and sad b*stard and I hope he rots in hell (Btw I don't actually mean anything against Chris irl). He is a controlling, girlfriend-stealing f*ck. Jesy, if you are reading this and not f*cking Chris, I want you to know that I know this started as a demand from Simon but I didn't expect you to fall for him. You have ruined my life.
Leigh, Pep and Jeed, I love you three to death and I'm sorry you had to experience this. I will miss you three tremendously but know that I'm always watching from above.
Love from Y/N ⚠️⚠️⚠️
Y/SM/N= Your social media username

Little Mix's Post:
*pic of u*
We have to announce to you guys that Y/N will not be back as she has taken her life, we would like to thank all of you who have had a moment with her. We ask now that you respect the girls's privacy as they are currently in mourning.

Jade's Post:
*pic of u and Jade in a field holding hands in black in white*
@ Y/SM/N, I f*cking miss you my love. I will never forget those amazing memories on the tours, interviews and overall fun that we had together. Y/N, you will be missed tremendously by us girls and the mixers. RIP, my angel #bestgirlinworld #heavengainedaangel #ThankYouY/N

Perrie's post:
*pic of u and Perrie from a interview, hugging*
My Y/N, I miss you so much, baby! I hope you're dancing happily in the sky and that the angels know what they have now. Rest in Paradise, my love. I'll never forget us pranking the other 3 all the time especially the time we pretended that you was pregnant. Brings back sad memories. I wish I could've taken away all of your pain. You'll always be my baby sister, even if you are up there in heaven. #If*ckingmissher #ThankYouY/N.

Leigh's post:
*Picture of the two of you as kids*
I awoke this morning knowing that my best friend of 21 years is up there in heaven. I miss you so much, I still remember our first concert together at 13 years old, starting secondary school together, Rest in Paradise, my sweet and amazing sister from a different mister and my rock since day 1. You will be missed tremendously by me, Jade, Perrie and the mixers. #RestinParadisePrincess. #ThankYouY/N. #mynumberone4lyfe.

Jesy never posted anything about you instead not seeming to care which the mixers caught on and didn't like at all.

I actually started crying whilst writing this (Note: I love each of the girls more than I say in words and Jesy would never do this! Please don't send any kind of hate in the comments!)