Little Mix/ Y/N imagines And Preferences (Completed)

In all truth

It's not just the charger situation that is making these posts more sporadic, it kills me to say that I am slowly losing who I am and I don't feel like myself anymore. My depression isn't getting any better and I don't know what to do anymore. I am slowly losing interest in making chapters for any of my books, I know it sounds bad but if one or two people in the comments of this could write a message of support, it would really help. Lately, I've only been posting so I don't lose any of your interest and to make others happy. I care more about the emotions of others than my own which makes me very vulnerable. I was getting professional help but I just felt that nothing was working so I stopped getting help and since July 21st, I've been alone in this dreadful battle.

I really just need some proper friends for support since none of my school "friends" are helping. I feel so worthless and down in the dumps that I don't wanna get out of bed but I push myself to get out of bed and pretend that my life isn't a travesty and that life is going fucking amazing! I have absolutely no one for help and just feel there's no hope in existing anymore. I have nothing against any of you wonderful and nice people, it's just I am better off gone to some people in my life.

They say "suicidal people are just angels who haven't returned yet" I guess I'm an angel. I have survived the last 15 years, but I may not see the age of 16.