Little Mix/ Y/N imagines And Preferences (Completed)

Walls

Leigh-Anne/Y/N
⚠️Contains mentions of self harm⚠️

Leigh-Anne's POV: I pull up to Y/N's house, she's not been answering any calls or been out for a whole 2 weeks. I park my car and step out the car, walking up to her front door. I ring the doorbell, a voice cracks through a little speaker next to the door.
"Leigh, leave me alone.." Y/N's voice cracks, making my heart shatter.
"I just came to check if you were alright, love. Jess, Jade and Pez are really worried about you, bubs" I tell her.
"I'm perfectly fine, just leave me alone."  She tells me in a stern voice. I sigh and answer "I don't believe you and I won't leave until I can physically see that you are okay". She sighs and a few seconds later, she opens the front door. Bloodshot eyes and wearing sweatpants and a hoodie, to my surprise she hugs me, tearing up.
"I'm not being truthful, I'm far from okay, Leigh." She admits, I just soothe her. I just ask her "Can I come in and you can rant it all to me?" She nods and leads me to the living room, to see it's very messy with beer cans spewed all over her floor and it absolutely stinks of B.O.
I sit down next to her and she looks at me before beginning "If I'm honest, I just feel like shit. Everything is so negative in my life right now and I just want to disappear" I rub her hand, comfortingly.
"I know you feel like this now but I promise you everything will be better, eventually." I remind her, softly. "And I will do anything to support you, I love you more than anything." She smiles slightly, leaning on her elbows causing her hoodie sleeves to roll up and just then I notice the blood and scars present on her left arm. She notices my gaze and pulls her sleeves down, immediately.
"Y/N, what was on your arm?" I question her, worry etching on my face.
"It was nothing, Leigh." She tries to pretend I didn't see what I saw. "You're seeing things."
"I'm not seeing things, what have you done to your arms" I question her, seriously.
She just begins to panic and bolts upstairs, I follow her and just watch her  enter her bedroom door and slam the door shut. I wriggle on the doorhandle before realizing it's locked.
"Y/N, don't do anything stupid in there" I exclaim through the door. I just hear her sobbing and scream, aggressively "JUST PISS OFF!". I wriggle at the doorhandle again and tell her "Let me in, Y/N. I don't want you hurting yourself again!".
"You fucking heard me didn't you, piss off!" She continues screaming at me.
"Babe, calm yourself down. I'm not gonna do anything, just open the door." I tell her, softly. Her voice goes quiet and she just tells me "Please, Leigh, just leave me alone. Why do you even care?"
"Why do I care?" I ask her "I care because you are one of the most important people to me, I bloody well love you and don't wanna see you like this, just let me in..." Tears rolling down both my cheeks. "I just wanna see you smiling again, love." And that's apparently enough for her to unlock the door and allow me to come in. I enter the room to see her crawling onto the bed, cuddling a pillow. I sit down on her bed.
"Love, don't bottle up what you're going through. You know that me, Jade, Perrie and Jesy are only a call away" I speak to her softly "We are all very worried about you and just want the best for you. Now, I need to clean those cuts to avoid infection, may I see your wrist?" She hesitantly nods and presents her wrist to me. I gently scan her wrist, avoiding accidentally touching the cuts.
"Stay right here." I tell her, I walk into her ensuite bathroom as I've been to Y/N's house millons of times, she always has a stock of antiseptic cream and bandages. I find them and bring them into the room and sitting down on the bed, again she presents her arm to me.
"This will sting a bit, love" I notify her, she nods. I apply the antiseptic cream to her cuts, making her hiss in pain. I then wrap her arm up in a bandage.
"Promise me that you will never do this again" I tell her, sternly but in a loving way. She nods and pulls me into a hug.