just a bit of affection 2. (kth.)

25. Not More Paranoid Than Me

Jia POV...

We all sat in the studio to start our live talk show.

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After we were done with the show. I bowed and them as well.

TAEHYUNG was busy with the staff when I went to the washroom.

After I was done I came out of the cubicle to see joo yeong washing her hands. I stopped as I saw her but then washed my and hands and proceed to leave.

"isn't it ironic?" she suddenly says.

I turned to face her.

She was still washing her hands. I tilted my face at her sight.

"the last time I was in the washroom with you I said I would take taehyung away from you and here when we are in the washroom like this-" she stops midway and looks at me.

"...... I'm already taking him away from you slowly slowly....." she says and bites her lower lips like a psycho.

I just arch my eye brows "how?" I simply ask

" well, sweetie. We don't even have songs to sing together but we still are doing everything together. Modelling. Shooting. Doing shows. We are always invited together." she says and smiles as If it was funny.

"are you done with this shit?" I ask her making her scoff.

"bitch, you think you have everything. You are wrong because I'll take everything slowly slowly from you. Your wealth, your fame, your value, the crown, the power, family, friends, and lastly Taehyung." she says emphasising every single word.

That's it. I ain't taking it anymore. I march towards her slapping her hands pinning it at her back and chocking her neck and slowly piercing my nails.

Her hands held mine which held her neck.

"I warned everybody. Every single person to not wake the inner bitch in me.

I warned everybody but you all just tested me. Over and over again. I guess you all don't understand specifically you, joo yeong.

I ignored every single thing you did-" as I spoke to her in a scary tone.

She just coughed and slapped my hands asking to leave her but I tighten my grip even more.

" but you know hoe. You all can try to act paranoid and scare people away. But let me tell you. There isn't a bigger psychopath than me and more scary than I am"

"jia leave me." she said coughing while I pierced my nails even more.

"people don't call me evil just like that. I have done stuff for people to call me." I totally lost control over me. Until hanuel's face appeared in my head suddenly.

The last moment of his life. When I smiled at me. While drenched in blood.

I left the grip from her neck. My head started spinning. Everything started going through my head in a series. Hanuel's laugh. Us playing. Waiting to see byul come out of the hospital. We were happy when suddenly the car flipped and everything became scary.

As if it wasn't enough the arson incident flashed its way in my head. My grandmother serving me food. Turning to see jae yi run in the garden. When suddenly a big blast happened. Making me fall at the end of the room. Everything became silent.

I was trapped there. I tried to walk in to see everything burning and my grandmother lying on the ground. Looking at me. Half burned. Being scared I fall down on the ground.

Helplessly. Jae yi shouted my name which I could not hear. I turned to see her run towards me and she came near me I heard her calling my name.

She was scared and was about to cry. But she shook me and pulled me out of there. Not minutes after the firefighters arrive and the house was surrounded with crowd. And the next thing I know is I was in the hospital.

I couldnt feel my knees and I fell down with my head still hurting everything was blur suddenly and all these incidents replayed in my head.

My loved ones... Who are here and whom I lost everyone going in and out of my head.

Joo yeong pov...
As I escaped from that monster's grip. I coughed and Stumbling left the washroom.

When I left I was about to fall when I  felt someone's arm holding my arms. I looked up to see Taehyung.

My eyes lit up. He looked me with arched eyebrows.

Many bodyguards were behind him also.

We were just infront of the restroom area.

"why... are you bleeding?"

TAEHYUNG POV
"why... are you bleeding?" I ask her.

Her neck was bleeding.

She softens her eyes and tears come in her eyes.

She bit her lips and spoke "j-Jia did it" as she said.

Everything became silent. If she did this she must have had something going on. Probably a panic attack for sure.

She isn't good I need to go to her.

I immediately push her away and run towards the restroom area. Not caring if what I'm entering is gender specific. I slammed open the washroom door. To see a small figure curled up in the ball. Knees to her chest. Hands holding her while she was crying and was scared.

I couldn't see her like that anymore. I immediately rush  towards her kneeling down to her level.

She didn't even see me she was so terrified. I slowly held her hands and she suddenly stops qimpering and slowly looks up at me.
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Okay I got this superb idea how to proceed. And imma doing it. Yeah.