just a bit of affection 2. (kth.)

29. You Arent Dead.

Jia POV...

I immediately catch byul as she was about to fall. Dusting her dress I kneel to her level.

She looks at me smiling. But baby, don't please my mood. I gotta vent this anger out.

I tug her hair "baby, stay with unnie jae yi a bit. Emma got business to handle." I saw and she just smiles. As she always does.

"uwwie jae hi. Oi!" she say with a okay sign. And I mimic her and pass her to jae yi and walk ahead.

My legs could not hold me I was feeling too weak. I put my hands in the jumper pocket and walk close to her. She stands with a smile.

And others too. I could hear ppl call me weakly. While eun woo, Ara and jin oppa,walk in from the lawn.

I stand just 30 cm ahead of the woman who gave birth to me.

"you finally came down." she says with a smile.

"as you can see I did." I say casually.

"atleast you aren't that of a coward. Thank god you aren't much lik your dad. So-" she couldn't complete what she wanted to say. As a louch sound ringed the hall. Making everyone cover there mouth in shock. Jaw dropped, items slipped from people's hands, eyes went seriously wide. And heart stopped working.

While I had my hand in my jumper pocket back.

Mphh. I slapped ms. Heo soo ji right across her face. With baddest bitch in me. A red handprint on her fair skin. While she leaned her head to a side. With a impact and had her hand on the hit area.

I was just standing there smiling.

"I really wanted to this. I know you are my mother. But I can definitely slap you if you over do the revenge stuff.

I know. What you all are upto. You call me your daughter. Huh? Have you ever done anything a mother should do. Hve you ever loved me. You even love eun woo, jae yi and...... And this bitch too. But what about me. Do I not need a mother's love. I FREAKIN hate you. Just go and drown in a bucket full of water. We can't afford to waste too much water on your suicide too.

And yes, do anything. I'm not doing a single thing you want."

I said everything clearly my voice cracked but I managed to handle it, I managed to not cry. And turn to get away from there.

When everything again felt dizzy. I tried to hold anything nearby, but couldn't hold on when someone held me by my arm. I was still unstable.

"hey, are you okay?" he called. I mean taehyung asked

I just nodded. Everyone was still there.

"how dare you?" I weak voice called.

But I could not understand what she said. Everything was so dizzy, blur and shaking. I felt intoxicated. I held onto Taehyung's arm as tight I could.

"you ungrateful brat. I gave birth to y-" I heard her say until someone cut her.

"pplllleaaase, she isn't well. Pls shut up-" that's is the last thing I heard. The voice faded at the end.

I could not see anymore. And slowly I couldn't remember anything that happened. My brain tried to remember what happened but I couldn't remember a thing.

It was all black. And I was there. It was as if I was in my memory box. Everything from my childhood and till now zoomed in.

Am I dead? Why are all these memories zooming in. This is what happens when you die? But I don't remember doing anything that could kill me.

When the moment in which I slapped my mom came in my mind. How impulsive of me to slap her.

When someones face came infront. I couldnt recognise it. Ofcourse I can't recognise faces. But by the looks and how handsome it was. And ofc my identification mark. The mole. That was enough to tell me it was taehyung.

He was passing me his boxy smile. I just smiled and tried to reach it but hand couldn't reach it.

It was too far. My cheerful smile turned to sad smile. When I heard a voice.

"jia?" I turned around to see.

"hey, jia forgot me?" a male voice called.

"hanuel?" Holly shit. I'm certain I'm dead. Why am I seeing him now.

"hanuel. I would have been happy to see you but. I really don't wanna see you like this" I tell him nervously crying.

He just chuckled. "this what am saying just shut up and leave. What's with all the dramatic stuff." he says laughing.

"I'm done. Either I have gone crazy or I'm dead. Can your soul not go why are lurking here"

"because I need to protect you. Always." he says smiling.

I just smiled brighter. "how weird I had to die to talk to you"

"you. Aren't dead.!!!"he said emphasising on every word.

"stop it. I must have died from a sudden death so I don't remember a thing." I just said smiling.

"Ill really kill you. You Arnt dead. You just fainted due to over exhaustion" he said frustrated.

"why would I believe that when I'm seeing a soul." I said while seating on a bench. As I sat there everything changed in a garden. And not the black space.

"can't believe we are arguing when we are dead" I said with a chuckle.

"for the 100th time, you aren't dead" he says weakly.
He walked and sat next to me. "thank you for taking care of byul." he says smiling.

"ofc, she calls me eomma." I replied.

"taehyung even proposed to me you know" I said showing him the ring.

"really?" I just nooded as he ask.

"its good I died or else i would have missed you on my wedding." I said with alow voice.

"you aren't dead for god sake" he said in annoyed tone.

I just chuckled.

"well, you should go now." he said.

"To heaven or hell. I suppose I got hell"

He jsut chuckled "no its heaven in your fate. And well..... Ummmm you are still alive so back to taehyung!!!!" he said screaming.

"how?"

"idk, I never tried." he said weakly.

I just looked at him. When sounds started ringing in my head.

"increase the joules. Fast."

"yes,doctor."

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I am sorry i made it dramatic but it has to be a bit to make it interesting.