when pico x bf/keith

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yep i sure did name the title blammed, no ur not blind -

it's now keith's turn to feel angstyy i -
im sorry babey :(

finna have him blame himself over a certain relationship oops --

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It was around 2 in the morning as Keith laid in bed, he didn't feel tired at all as there was something on his mind that was heavily bothering him.

Why in the world..
would Pico just...
break up with him?

Keith sighed sadly, "Did I... do something wrong ?" he asked as he looked at his hands with a worried expression. He wanted answers so badly.. he missed Pico.

He began to.. tear up as his vision went blurry with his tears. He sniffed as he hugged himself and thought about the other hugging him instead. He felt alone and cold without him.

Sure, he did have Nora though.. she barely does much with him.
They haven't held hands in a while, they haven't hugged since two weeks ago, she always gave him a smooch on a cheek but now she doesn't anymore...
All they do together is shopping things for her...

He seemed to always be there for her when she needs it.. yet...
She's never there for when he needs her.
Pico is usually there.. they mostly hang out as friends but deep down Keith knows he just wants to throw Nora away and get back with Pico..
Though does he feel the same ?

Maybe not. Pico broke up with Keith so what's the point of liking someone after you just broke up with them ?
Keith didn't care.. he missed how they... held hands, hugged a lot, cuddled a few times here and there... actually getting affection both can afford..

But what was the reason behind them breaking apart ? Did Keith give to much affection to Pico to the point he was uncomfortable ?

Before Keith could even answer himself, the door bell rang. He flinched, "Who in the world would visit someone else's house at this hour ?" Keith asked himself as he wiped his tears, getting out of bed before wandering over to the front door.

He froze as Pico stood before him, with a confused look. 'What was he doing here ? Does he have some sad boy radar or something ?' Keith thought to himself.

"What's up with you ? You look like you haven't slept for years.." Pico said, breaking the silence between the two. Indeed Keith's eyes were pink due to him sobbing. Keith looked to the side, "It's.. nothing - what are you doing here by the way ?" He asked Pico, turning his attention to him now.

He shrugged as he scratched the back of his neck, "I dunno.. I felt off n decided to come here.." Keith blinked, 'so he does have a sad boy radar..' he thought to himself. 

Keith sighed before opening the door a bit wider, "I guess you can come in if you wanna hang out for a bit.." he said but Pico didn't move an inch.

"Keith."

"Yeah.. ?"

"Are you.. okay ?"

Keith blinked, it's been a fat minute since someone asked him that. He didn't even know he needed such a question as he began to tear up. Pico's expression went from confused to worry as the other began to cry before his eyes.

Keith sniffled before getting a tight hug from Pico, this made him want to cry even more as he hugged him back. He sobbed on his shoulder while Pico gently patted his back.

He began to question himself, why would the other care so much about him since Keith is basically taken and they've broken up already.. ?

Was there a different reason for them to cut ties ?

Keith's sobbing soon ceased before he slowly broke the hug, Pico brushed Keith's tears away with his thumb, Keith leaned his head against Pico's hand.

"Pico.." Keith mumbled as he looked up at him. "Yeah ?" He asked as he looked at him giving his full attention to Keith.

"Why did we... break up ?" Keith asked as he looked down. Pico froze for a second as he looked to the side. "It's complicated.. but I can give you a short answer..." he mumbled before Keith looked up at him.. he needed his answer.

"I..." Pico started.

"I just wanted to protect you.."
He mumbled.

"Someone I knew moved here a few months ago while we were datin.. and she really likes makin me miserable.. n I didn't want you to get hurt so I stopped bein with you... I'm sorry." Pico found himself tearing up with an angry expression, he must've hate this person he knew.

Keith felt like crying again but these weren't sad tears.. they were happy...

"I thought.. I was annoying you.. There's no need to feel sorry... I forgive you for doing the right thing.." Keith's voice cracked as he began to cry again, rushing over to the other as he hugged him tightly once again.

Pico quietly cried to himself as he hugged the other back tightly.
"I don't think you're the one to blame when we broke up.. it was... her fault. You weren't annoying either.. I enjoyed your presence with me every time we hang out..." Pico mumbled through his soft cries. Keith nodded, he didn't want to break the hug at all since this is what type of affection he wanted.. a good, and long hug.

Keith was honestly glad that the other didn't think bad about him more so cared about him. He began to think how different Pico was to Nora.. seeing a large difference when it came to being loved or being used.

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gahhh this one kinda hit hard, for me at least.
just the fact that ur old relationship was the right one instead of the one u have now

like man my braincells are makin me feel smart now...

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but hey, i hope yall enjoyed that chapterr :0 !

u already know what im finna say next...
i lov yall !!! ;0

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