My Tongue Is A Pen Of A Ready Writer

Lurking in the Shadows

I was young ,naive ,vulnerable and just looking for love in all the wrong places

It started on aim then it became three other faces

At the peak of my vulnerability he took advantage of my emotional state

Feed me words that sounded so sweet

But it was all apart of a game, a plan

Nothing but lust and deciet

Walking down the street

I didn't feel safe

He always had one of his people watching me

Threatening to kill me if I cheated or did something he didn't like

Sending me messages on aim saying "I see you walking with your brother to Junior's."

Oh how paranoid I became always looking around ahen I left my house to take a walk

I was his property

I was his sex-slave

And he was watching my every move

Random people from his set would contact me

Ask me questions

Ask to meet them and I would decline

He set me up and I was apart of a game in the "gangster life"

Ro be passed around by the men in his set and who he associated  with

Threatened to blackmail me

When I figured out he blocked me and had another woman

While he was stalking my every move to see if I was cheating

Hmmm

I'm so glad I lost his baby

The gang life ain't for me

I left and told him

To leave me alone

From that day I blocked all his random people who kept tabs on me

Deleted and blocked his number and

I was set free

Yet so scarred