My Tongue Is A Pen Of A Ready Writer

Unspeakable Emotions

I can't seem to focus
Folks startin to notice
Spazzing and cursing
Smiling is faded
Tears overflowing
Looking out for comfort
Expectations failed by many
They saying they understand but their not overstanding
Because knowing and seeing are two different experiences

I feel like I'm losing it
I see you there ,here and there
Whoe ! What's happening to me ?
I'm losing my mind
Things went so slow rolling in time
Reality it's going too fast
So many changes
So many episodes of emotional roller coaster (singing)
Up and down
Hot and cold
Switching from good to awful
Staying on awful for the majority then the slightest moments in good
Now you are in the self doubt phase
What it wasn't you sis it them
Go back in to the being
Being divine
Tinterwined with the things you love
And embracing the presence of the divine
Where different was being the light

I want to go back there
But now wiser
Now standing tall
Glowing like that sunkissed golden brown skin
Being the difference
Navigating your life
Everything within your scene
Creating a realm of acceptance of the light
Your heart and soul
Being mindful of the inner self
That needs to glow
Showing up for the flow
Presenting yourself in the know
Awear of the substance of choice