The Affair

ellen.

so i'm gonna make this like kinda short but  it's  gonna be like what was going on with her for the past 5 years so there's gonna be a lot of skips around. idk how it's gonna work out so just bare with me 😂

it had been a few weeks since patrick had left and he hasn't talked to me since, i haven't talked to him either but he promised me that he would talk to me every day. i am hurt by him. he really just left me like that. it's not like we weren't something, he told me he loved me. i can get over it but i don't want to i just want him and i want to smell his amazing scent but i know i have to move on from this.

i have my first interview tomorrow since he left and i don't want to do it at all. i have been thinking about canceling it but i don't think it would look good on me. i haven't been on my phone barely because the fans are mad and they didn't want derek to die. and it just pains me to see edits of us together and of course everyone is messaging me, mad at me so i am just trying to ignore them by not being on my phone anymore. i haven't had to work because they think that i need a little break from the show.

and of course the abc producers are trying to get meredith with someone so quick. like she can't be a single mom or something, but whatever. i just want to be left alone. chris is working right now so i am alone but some of the cast members want to come and check on me but this is my break from them so i just want to be alone for now.

*two years later*

patrick and i haven't spoken since he left the show, and i'm doing a lot better now trying to get over him and i don't think about him a lot but of course every interview i go to they mention him and every fan and paparazzi i come in contact with they mention him too. my marriage isn't doing too great, we are filing for divorce soon and it's just not working out between us. we've been separated for about 6 months now and i bought my own house because i can do that since i'm the highest paid actress
(quick flex 💁🏽‍♀️)

*another year goes by*

i doing very well and i have been divorced for almost a year now and i love being divorced. i have tried to go on dates but it's either a guy who wants me for my money or they are too clingy which i absolutely hate. but i think i can handle being alone, jessica and camilla come over and hang out every saturday which is a lot of fun because we act like a ton of teenagers on crack and just do stupid things.

*two more years go by and they are in quarantine and the state of california is on lockdown*

i'm driving in my car on the way to the grocery store which i only go to like once every two weeks because we are in a world wide pandemic and people are dying because of a sickness. i park in the parking lot and put my mask and gloves on and there are a few paparazzi people but i just continue on with myself and go in

i grab a cart and am walking around and i'm getting stuff to make banana bread and then i head over to get some food and then i am just walking trying to find something else i want to get

i see him. his hair has a grey streak in it and he looks so hot. anger fills me but so does lust. he walks over to me but i don't think he knows it me, i and trying to not be noticed by fans so i am wearing a mask, glasses, and a hat. i take my glasses off.

"patrick?" i say as he's about to walk past me

he stops and looks at me "ellen."

A/N
sorry if you hate this chapter 💀
it was a last minute idea that just popped into my head but next is his pov of the last 5 years

let me know how you like it and what you think should happen

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