The Affair

quarantine day 1

everything was going fine and everyone was having fun until most people started to get drunk and then of course they made it dirty..

"ellen, truth or dare" jessica said

"ummm i'll go with dare" i said hoping it's nothing too bad

"i dare you to kiss... patrick"

i had a slick feeling in my stomach " kiss him, come on i"

"just do it!!!" everyone said

"okay okay fine" i go over to patrick and put my hands on the side of his face and give him a cute and sweet kiss. i can feel that he wants more so i stop it before anything happens and i pull away and go back to my seat.

everyone smiling and aww-ing because they haven't seen us kiss since he left the show

i try to avoid that he's staring at me so i am just talking to caterina and jesse beside me. i don't know what will happen tonight when i have to go to bed with him but i know i'm not ready for it

patrick's pov:

God i missed her kisses, her lips against mine the smell of her hair. i miss everything about her. i'm not sure she feels the same but i want to know what she's thinking because she hasn't spoken to me since she got here. i know something is bothering her i just don't know what

a few hours later it's like 2:30 in the morning and everyone has went up to their rooms and they are sleeping i walk into the room that ellen and i are sharing and she's in the bathroom i'm guessing she's changing so i shut the door and put my pajamas on then get under the covers and wait for her.

she opens the door and comes out and she just looks beautiful. i don't realize it but i'm staring at her without realizing it.

"patrick?"

"yeah"

"youre staring at me" she says at she walks around the bed and puts her stuff in her suitcase

"oh gosh i'm sorry i didn't realize i was staring"

"it's fine" she says as she gets into bed and turns away from me to go to sleep but i get the feeling she's not sleeping

"ellen are you still awake?" i say in a whisper

"yeah i am" she says turning over to face me

"what's wrong?"

"what do you mean what's wrong?"

"you haven't talked to me all night and if we have to stay here for three weeks i don't want you to be uncomfortable the whole time"

"i don't really wanna talk about it"  she says looking up at the ceiling

"elle" i say touching her arm "it's me"

"patrick!" she says whispering loudly and pulling away "you don't get to do that anymore, okay. you left me, you are married"

"i don't see the problem we used to do it all the time when we were married" i say confused

"the problem is that you left me! you left me and never bothered to text me or call me or even ask how i was feeling! you left me and you fixed your marriage and you are or should be happily married now. that's my problem with you. you don't want me. and i don't want you" she says in a very loud whisper and gets up and goes downstairs with her pillow and blanket

ellen's pov:

i go downstairs and i lay on the couch which is quite comfortable and i have a lot more room now. i am mad and sad all in one but i just calm myself down and fall asleep.

A/N
heyy this one is kinda short but i hope you liked it! next day will be out tomorrow! 💗