Spaces between Us

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Nevaeh's POV

"Jaz!" I sobbed loudly when I walked into my house while placing the chinese takeout on the coffee table in the living room.

"Jaz! P-please!" I sobbed for her to come and comfort me, she came after my third cry, when she saw me sobbing in the  corner of the room with my knees up to my chest, covering my face I felt her body warmth around mine.

She hugged me without asking questions as to what was wrong, yet and I was thanking her in my mind for her giving me time to settle down after my sudden reaction.

"H-arry, he-" I stopped and sobbed some more burrying my face deeper in between my knees.

"I know Ash, he called me a minute ago" She admitted, I instantly looked up and shook my head

"I never wanted to see him again Jaz, he ...he hurt me so bad, it still hurts. I still love him though" I silently cried this time.

She stood up to come back with a small box of kleenex box. I thanked her and blew my nose. "I don't know what to do. If I forgive him he's going to want to end things with taylor and come back to me but I need the job and-

"Aunt!!!!!!!!!! You're rambling!" She laughed

I frowned "Sorry, but I donn't know what to do. Part of me wants to get back with him and forgive him  but the other part wants to escape again" I sighed

This time she frowned "You know what your problem is Ash or Nevaeh whatever it is you are called!" She said a bit loud and got on her feet, my eyes landed on her angry looking face "You need to stop running away from your problems! Running away won't solve anything! Don't run away from happiness if that's what he gives you then fuck it take it! Take him  back and fuck him while you're at it too. Sometimes I'm worried for you. You need a good fuck you know? Not just that, you need a good guy who loves you in your life and you know who that person is?" She asked

I was about to yell back but she caught me to it, "Harry! Harry Fucking Edward Styles! So yeah stop running from your problems, he will just come back for you!" She ended

I rolled my eyes , "Look who's talking! You ran away too and look how happy you're living!" I snapped back

She scoffed and crossed her arms "You think I'm happy Nevaeh Ashlyn Dodson!?!?!?!" She scoffed again and snickered "I miss my mom every second of every day! She died and you think I don't miss her! MY dad! My own fucking dad-

"YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE WITH DECEASED PARENTS JAZ MY MOM DIED AND YEARS LATER MY DAD WAS SHOT! WHAT DO YOU SAY TO THAT LATER I FIND OUT HARRY IMPREGNATED MY SO CALLED BEST FRIEND AND THAT HE NEVER REALLY LOVED ME AND ONLY WANTED TO GET REVENGE FO MY CONSTANT BULLYING! BITCH MY LIFE HAS BEEN 10 TIMES WORSE!" I screamed at the top of my lungs and next thing you know, out of my anger I let out a high pitched scream and flip her off "FUCK OFF JAZ! I CAN DO WHAT I WANT WITH MY LIFE! MY LIFE IS FUCKED OVER ANYWAY!" I yell again and grab my coat again, before I exit I stop and look at her dead in the eyes

"I brought your dinner for you, enjoy" I said monotonously and shut the door before me and decided to go talk to a good friend of mine to help me in this situation.

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Harry's POV

"You have to do it hazza" Louis sat on the edge of my bed as I held on tighter to the pillow in between my legs. He has been trying real hard to get me to break up with Taylor. However, I feel like if I do, Tay's heart will be broken. All she's done for me is look out for me and love me with all she's got through out the fake relationship. I never thought this to take a wrong turn and for her to develop feelings for me. I never intended for this to happen. I don;t want to break nor taylor's or Nevaeh's heart again. I'm just not a cold heartless person. Lou's done this break up crap far more times than me. Taylor is a close friend (even i she sees me diffferntly) and I fear losing her friendship if it goes wrong.