Spaces between Us

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SO I WAS THINKING TO MAKE THIS STORY SHORT AND TO THE POINT YOU KNOW. SO I MIGHT END THE STORY AT AROUND THE TWENTY-FIFTH CHAPTER OR SO. IF ANYONE I REPEAT ANYONE WOULD LIKE TO HELP ME WRITE THIS STORY PLEASE MESSAGE ME. I WOULD INDEED TAKE THAT OFFER. THIS DOESN'T MEAN I'LL STOP POSTING JUST WELL I HAVE WRITERS BLOCK AT THE MOMENT. SORRY BUT I WILL TRY MY BEST.

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Nevaeh's POV

I fluttered my eyes open as the bright daylight shined through my ivory bedroom curtains. I turned my body around but my face came face to face to another's chest. It was rising and falling. I then remembered that Harry was here. He had spent the night. I looked up to see him sound asleep. I just stared at how perfect he looked at the moment. His perfectly defined jawline. His pink lips. His tattoos. Everything seemd to suit him just nicely.

"Morning" I heard a deeep husky groggily voice mumble

I smiled, but cleared my throat as I began to step out of bed but not before Harry dragged me back in and held me close to his chest, his heartbeat clearly heard. I giggled to myself but ofcourse he heard it too.

"stay longer"

"I have to go shower " i groaned

"Can I join?" He wiggled his eyebrows which only recieved him a slap in the arm. He winced which led to him pushing me off the bed with a thud. I looked at him confudely but that didn't stop there, I grabbed the ends of the sheets and pulled them down only to have him fall down right on top of me. We both were in fits of laughter, I saw as he has his head back and the wrinkles by his eyes very visible. He's cute. I know, I know....he has Sam and I still have Zayn. I just can't help but feel like myself when I'm around him. I was laughing to hard I didn't notice a snort had escaped my lips. I clasped my hands over my mouth. Harry had his mouth agape and his gren eyes were wide, I was afraid they would roll out of his eye sockets.

"That was cute" He whispered "you're cute."

I blushed like crazy. I felt like a grade schooler who was crushing on the cute guy at school.

I didn't notice how close our faces have gotten. I felt his minty? Why minty its morning, anyway his minty breathe was close to my face. I was about to speak but his lips were carefully and delicately placed on my lips. I didn't move, nor push him away like the old me would have done. Noooo, Instead I placed my hands on his cheek, cupping it gently as I let my left hand wander into his curly locks. His hands held my hips and gave it a gentle squeeze. I hummed and next thing I knew he had flipped us over so this time I was ontop. Slowly I began to unbutton his black dress shirt but as I got half way he let out a whimper and grabbed both my hands and looked into my brown eyes.

"No"

"No?" then I felt stupid "shoot. Sorry, I-I don't know what got into me I should have never-

he pecked my lips and smiled "It's okay. It was my fault really. Sorry for taking it too far than it was needed."

I rolled my eye and began to stand up and straightned my clothes. "That's the thing it wasn't needed. It was a mistake and not to be repeated ever again."

He nodded and stood up as well . He brushed his curls with his hands and gave me a crooked smile "I better go, Sam just texted. I think I have to tell her."

I snatched his phone from his hands and held it behind my hands while I gave him an 'are you insane' look

"Are you mad?!?! Don't!!! She'll never forgive me, I can't lose her just because you kissed me!" I snapped

"You kissed me back so don't pin this on me sweetheart!!! Plus I can't keep this from her! She has the right to know!" He shouted quitely so my dad wouldn't be awakened.

I rolled my eyes "you tell her and forget about being friends or whatever the bloody hell we are at the moment!"

"What do you mean 'whatever the bloody hell we are' ? What are you implying?" He asked as he paced back and forth but really I wanted to yell for him to stop that because it's making me dizzy.

I let out a frustrated groan "Look Harry just leave and forget about the kiss" I sighed

He stopped pacing and stood right infront of me "I beg your pardon?" He scoffed

"I said forget we kissed" I shrugged and repeated slower

I went past him to my closet to begin grabbing my next outfit to take in the bathroom to shower.

"I can't do that! You know how I've felt about you and still do! you can't just casually say that to me Nev." He said in such a broken voice I stopped what I was doing and looked him dead in the eyes. he seemed broken, so desperate but n ot in the turn off way but in the way that made me feel guilty.

"I'm sorry" was the last thing I said before leaving him alone in my room when I exited to go into my bathroom

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Harrys POV

She left. JUST LIKE THAT. NO EXPLAINATION WHAT SO EVER. I feel like such a lovesick fool. I feel like an idiot for thinking that maybe just maybe she would have agreed to let me end things with Sam before they got serious. I should have known better. She will never feel the same way about me. I feel so used, so broken, I need to mend my broken heart, I need Sam.

I arrived infront of Sam's house only to find her sitting on her porch reading a book. I honked my horn and she squinted and waved. I blew her a kiss even though I honestly didn't mean it. She walked over across the street to where my car was parked and rested her elbow on my open window frame. She smiled adorably and giggled "What's my Romeo doing by my house so early on a Saturday morning?" she asked

"Oh uhm-" shit "You know just wanted to see the love of my life" I chuckled nervously

She awwed and looked back at her mom who was checking up on her "I'm gonna spend the day with Harry mom!" She called

"Okay baby, be home by dinner! Take care of my girl" Cassandra called out

"Will do" I waved as Sam hopped on

"Where to babe?" She said eagerly

I put the car on drive and slid my Ran-Bans down and smirked "My place."

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"So what are we going to do today babe?" She said cheerfully taking a seat on the edge of my bed. My mom is not home right now, my sister went to the mall with her boyfriend. I'm home alone.

I saw my phone screen light up with a text

From Nevaeh:

I'm so sorry, please understand if your'e with Sam it wasn't meant to happen. I hate to break it to you but you and I don't belong in the same social circle. Sure you look hot now but that doesn't change anything. It's best if we jsut stay friends. I'm sorry. Yours Truly, Your hobknocker friend Nev lol

I forcefully tightened my grip on my phone and sighed sadly. I set my phone on my bed stand. I sat next to Sam and smiled, a broken smile.

"You know I reallt love you right?" I lied

She smiled "Yes and I love you Harold, are you alright babe. Something bother-

I interrupted her with a kiss. Not just any kiss. A kiss that I knew led to much more. It meant much more to her of course but not much to me. I hate the fact that I've done this out of anger but I couldn't restrain myself from stopping. I needed to feel loved, if not from Nevaeh then from my girlfriend Samantha. I hate myself for doing this. At least I will feel better. And she will feel loved for a while.