Spaces between Us

**18**

Harry's POV

"So when and where is the tour beginning again?" I asked as we all gathered into the black van parked outside of Simon's Office.

Liam turned his head to me and rolled his eyes, "Next week and we start in New York and then going off from there toward our last performance in Anaheim, California." Liam said sounding rather annoyed by my frequent questions. I can't help it though. Sometimes I zone out and just think about how my life has turned out really.

I found out Sam was lying about the whole pregnancy thing and when I did find out, I was going crazy trying to contact Nevaeh any possible way just to tell her everything and tell her how much I still love her. I can't get her out of my mind. It's strange when I don't and I fell empty if i don't.

"Then it's off to the VMA's in Los Angeles after our last show!" Louis pumped his fist hitting the top of the van by accident causing the Paul to glare at Louis.

"Right.."

Zayn squeezed my knee "Yo mate you gotta get your head in the game. Stop thinking about Nev. She's not worth it." I shot daggers at him with my eyes

"I'm not thinking of her and even if I was that's none of your concern" I snapped

"Well maybe it is! Harry all you've done is day dream! She probably moved on and doesn't even remember your existance anymore! Get it through your thick skull!" he snappe back two times louder "SHE. NEVER LOVED YOU" he said

That's all it took for me to punch his face, square in the jaw. Paul stopped the car immedialty and yelled. "HEY! YOU TWO KIDS BETTER SETTLE DOWN!" Paul seethed and looked over at me and Zayn did too just as he touched the corner of his bleeding lip "Now Harry be a good boy a apologize to you mate"

I shook my head "Mates don't say that to each other" I mumbled and looked down at my busted wrist

"Mates don't punch each other either" Zayn mumbled

I scoffed "That's my cue to leave" I said and opened the van door stepping out into the cold air.

"Harry! It's a long walk back to your flat!" Louis called after me "Come back!"

I turned around and pulled my hoodie over my curls to avoid paps, "I need to walk, helps me think"

Louis smiled and waved at me, before tossing me something. Instantly I caught it, I saw it was a peper spray and winked at him. He shut the door and watched as the van drove the opposite direction.

I continued walking and suddenly had a flashback to  one of my times spent with Nevaeh.

Flashback...

"What are you doing babe?" I asked Nev as she concentrated on her journal or what she likes to call her 'inspirational journal'. But really it was a simple song book.

I tossed my body on her mattress where she was sitting crossed-legged. I accidentally made her laptop flop open all the way since it was those laptops/tablet.She looked up giving me a 'hella-nah' look.

"Sorry babe gees" I chuckled and fixed it so it once again faced her.

"It's fine" She mumbled and focused again on her notebook

"Babe!!! pay attention to me!" I poked her cheeks.

"Harry I am currently making your birthday present. I am way behind considering it's tomorrow. So I will ask as Kindly as possible" She pouted and paused "Leave" She said with a straight face

I pouted "Let me see!" I tried to snatch her notebook away but she closed it shut and tied the bow hiding it away in her underwear drawer of doom.