My Life Through My Diary

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Dear Diary,

            Today is school day. I woke up so early but just enough for me to get prepared. I don't think this day will be fun but let's see.

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The sun shines so bright that it reached my bedroom window causing me to open my eyes. Di ako sanay na walang gumigising sakin. Usually, my mom wakes me up early in the morning to do all my stuffs which is really annoying. I got up and checked for the time. It's still eight in the morning and my class starts at ten. Great. Pumasok na ako sa bathroom and had a long cold shower. So refreshing. Siguro mga isang oras ako dun sa loob. Kidd. After changing my clothes, pumunta na ako sa kusina para magprepare ng breakfast and unfortunately, the fridge only have an egg and bacon. As in yun lang talaga ang laman. Seriously? Ang poor naman. I have no choice kundi lutuin yun. After class nalang ako mag-ggrocery. Di naman ako nainform na wala palang foods eh. Mygoodness.

Today is just a normal day. First day of school. Wala pa naman masyadong ginagawa pag ganun. Kaya medyo okay lang. Of course my day won't be complete kung di ako magbubukas ng facebook. So yeah, daming messages but I didn't really paid much attention to it. Scroll lang ako ng scroll then check the notifs. No new updates. My facebook is boring. Tsk. Just like me. How nice.

Napansin ko namang may nag-add saking lalaki. Cydryx Cray? Hmmm. Doesn't look so familiar pero madami kaming mutuals. But I don't know him so I just ignored it.

After couple of minutes, I already decided to go. But of course, I texted my mom first that I'm going to school now. Buti na lang I have a car at nafamiliarize ko na ang lugar at mga pasikot sikot dito. Fresh start. I started the car engine. Napansin ko namang walang tao sa kapitbahay. Siguro umalis na. Pft. Di ko pa nakikita't nakikilala kapitbahay ko. Syempre, importante pa rin yung kilalanin niyo isa't isa. Baka mamaya killer yan eh. Rapist, drug addict or whatsoever. C'mon Heaven, you're overthinking again.

I drove silently hanggang sa makarating ako sa Kingdom University. Yeah. The name sounds good and pretty. Ewan ko lang sa students and faculty. Haha.

Di naman malayo sa apartment ko yung school. Walking distance lang naman siya but then I prefer to use my car. Sa susunod nalang ako maglalakad. Haha.

'Okay. Time to enter the kingdom. Play cool, Heaven. Wag mo na intindihin yung mga tao.'

I took a deep breath before entering the Univ. Syempre, allergic ako sa mga tao. Pagpasok ko feeling ko nakatingin sakin lahat ng students na nandito. Nagbubulungan pa yung iba. Well, I'm used to it. I just can't hide the fact that they're talking about me. I'm bothered, of course! But duh. Bahala sila. Nagpatuloy na lang ako sa paglalakad at hinanap ang klase ko. First of all, I never wanted to be late in class. Wala pa akong record na ganun. Oha. Takot ako malate at umabsent. Ofcourse, I don't want to miss something in school lalo nang dean's lister ako. I have to maintain that or else my mom will get disappointed. Pft. Yeah, isa din sa mga gusto kong patunayan sa kanya, that I can be better. No, scratch that. I am better than what she expect me to be. Haha. Fabulous.

Napangiti lang ako dahil sa kadaldalan ng isip ko. Oh well. Andito na me. Umupo na ako sa vacant seat sa harap pero sa pinakagilid. Ayoko kasi sa likod, maingay. Ayoko din sa gitna, masyadong exposed. Okay na ako dito.

"Hey, miss. Can I sit here?" A guy asked me. Tinignan ko lang siya at tumango na lang. Tsk. Honestly, ayoko. I hate sitting right next to a guy. Dami kong ayaw no? Oo, maarte talaga ako or choosy kung gusto niyo.

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Nagring na yung bell. Time for us to take our lunch. I'm not a big fan of lunch time. It reminds me how loner I am. Like sitting alone in the cafeteria. Sanay naman na ako but then masakit pa rin.