Pregnant By A Werewolf

Thirteen

Jason's POV

I cant believe what Adam just told us.

There's just no way you would think Hannah was ever abused she shes.... The guilt finally kicked in I really didnt know her. I only know what I've seen and what I've heard. I've never actually tried to get to know her.

We hear shouting. Suicide someone said. Room 186.

We all jumped up and ran. Thats Hannahs room. I couldnt make it to the room, i couldnt even take another step. I fell to my knees pain all over my body. It hurt like hell, yet I knew it wasnt my pain.

Cole must of felt it to as he fall when i did.

I pushed my wolf away into the deepest part of my mind. I needed to move and hes stopping me. Hes crying over his mate but I need to know whats going on.

I stand and run towards her room thats when I saw people standing at the window looking down.

A nurse saw me and her words cut like a knife deep into my heart.

"Im sorry"

Two simple words which has so much sadness to them. Yet they made me angry. How could she leave our new born babies. How could she leave when Zane is fighting for his life

I hated her I just couldnt understand.

Just then Adam and Cole push pass me into the room.

Adams hands was on his head while Cole walked towards the window. The sound of plaster being broke made me look towards Adam. He has punched the wall causeing a hole in it. His hand was bleeding but it will heal soon.

"I should have known she would do this" he crys as he sunk into the wall slowly falling to the ground beneath him "why did you have to do this again. I wasn't here to save you this time".

I didnt care I cant even think. My body just took over and I found myself leaving the room and walking towards the ICU.

Walking into the twins room i see a happy little Rosie giggling at a nurse. You wouldn't think that the cored was wrapped around her neck when she was born.

Rosie also has Jaundice. Jaundice is common in newborn babies because babies have a high number of red blood cells in their blood, which are broken down and replaced frequently. A newborn baby's liver isn't fully developed, so it's less effective at processing the bilirubin and removing it from the blood.

By the time a baby is around 2 weeks old, they're producing less bilirubin and their liver is more effective at removing it from the body.

This means the jaundice often corrects itself by this point without causing any harm.

So Rosie should be okay.

I look over to my boy locked up in that box. Tubes attached to him.
I go to sit beside him.

"Hey baby boy, you need to be strong okay. Your sister needs you"

I couldnt stop the tears from flooding down. I put my head in my hands and cry.

A hand was placed on my shoulder making me look up. Cole passed me a notepad before taking Rosie off the nurse and sitting in the empty chair.

The nurse left after that.

I look down at the note pad and flicked though. There were some drawings and ramdom notes at first but then I came to the page with Rosies name on it.

She left each of us a letter.

I didnt know if i wanted to read it or not but I had to.

I flick the page to my name.

Jason.

I didnt want to admit it but that night we spend together was the night I fell for you. We connected in a way I've never knew was possible. I guess thats because of the mate bond but it was real. I was heart broken when I found you gone the next morning. I felt used. However you gave me the one thing I've always wanted. Yet it was also my biggest fear. When I found out I was pregnant I was over the moon but scared shitless. I've losted a baby before and that broke me. I've been though things you wouldn't understand and I'm not as strong as I pretend to be. The twins were hurt because i couldnt control my angry. Zane may die because of me and I cant bare the guilt I am feeling. I hope that my sacrifice will save him. I pray that God will save our little man. Your going to be a wonderful father.

You dont have to keep the names but I did pick them out.

Rosie Ann and Zane William.

I dont mind about the last name so you can call them after you.

Please take care of yourself and our babies.

Hannah.

I chucked the notepad on the ground once I finished reading the words she wrote. I blame myself i should of been there for her.