Pregnant By A Werewolf

Eleven

I dont want to wake up. There's no reason to wake up. My baby is going to die and its all my fault. I couldnt protect my frist child and I couldnt protect the twins. How would I beable to tell my daughter its my fault her brother died. Its best if she stays with Jason at least then she will have a chance of happiness.

I allow my eyes to open and once again im laying in a hospital bed. No one is in the room with me which im thankful for. I want to be alone. I deserve to be alone. I just fuck peoples lives up. Even my own mates don't want me.

Cole's POV

"Is that what you really want" i ask Megan with hate in my voice.

"Hes my mate Cole I want to be with him" She said.

I couldnt help but laugh at how stupid I've been. I thought I loved the girl but in relatity I was just a fuck for her.

"Yet you wanted me to reject my mate for you" i mumble.

"Im sorry Cole" she crys but I knew she was faking it.

I cant stand myself. How did I think she ever loved me, she just used me. How did I even fall for her tricks, because of her Zane is fighting for his life.

I nip into the bathroom to do my business, once done i washed my hands. Thats when Adam entered the room. Just the look of him pisses me off right now.

"I dont want to fight. Im going to reject Megan dont worry" Adam said making me more pissed.

"She wants you" was all i say.

"Dosent change anything. I can never be with someone who hurt Hannah" he sighs.

A growl escaps my chest. I dont deserve a chance with Hannah after what I've done but my wolf still wants to protect her, he want to claim her as his.

Sighing before he spoke "i do love Hannah I always have but I know she will never be mine".

It was my turn to sigh as I rested against the counter.

Of course Jason had to walk in at that moment. He completely ingores us and took his place at the urinal. He finished up and washed his hands.

"Having a party guys" he jokes.

Jason has always been the more serious one out of us but you would think its the other way round because he has no respect for women and always like to joke around.

"How is she" he finally asks with a pained look on his face.

"Shes not doing good" Adam answers.

"I know Hannah has been willing to feed Rosie but maybe i should try a bottle" Jason said.

"No dont. Let her feed her" Adam bluntly said.

"Wouldn't it be best to leave her alone for now" Jason asked.

"You two are really stupid" Adam shakes his head.

A guy comes into the bathroom giving us all a funny look. Im not supired we must look like freaks standing around the bathroom.

"Follow me" Adam said.

We exit the bathroom and walk down the hall to a empty waiting room. We all take a seat. Jason breaks the slience.

"I need to get back to the twins"

"This will only take a minute" Adam replies.

After a moment he asks " do you guys know anything about Hannah?".

Me and Jason look at eachother. Our bond makes it easy to tell that we both feel guilty. Niether of us really know her. We never gave her the chance to get to know us or the other way round. Jason's emotions change from guilt to joy. What the fuck.

He smiles before answering " well i know her name is Hannah, she's 24. She loves to read as she has a mountain of books. She's a good cook. She draws but she's shy about it as she hides them away. She's smart, funny and kind. She's very independent and dosent lean on anyone".

"How would you know that" i asked annoyed by how much he knows.

"I pay attention plus i may of asked Clarie about her. Its strange though Clarie knows nothing about her past".

"Why do you even care" i snap at him.

"Because unlike you I never wanted her to reject me" he raises a eyebrow.

"Then why did you fuck that girl that night causing her to run away" i scream.

Im pissed but mostly at myself. I'm a fool i should of been there for her but I fell for Megan's tricks. I'm a terrible excuse of a mate but ill make it up to her i swear.

"Old habbits die hard" he shrugged.

"Asshole" i stood.

"Enough" Adam shouts causeing me to sit down again.

"I dont give a crap about you guys but Hannah needs you right now so grow the fuck up and leave your issuses at the door"

"Your right" i sigh.

"Now listen" Adam suddenly gets serious "dont go crazy and just listen".

After looking at both of us as to say control your wolves he started.

"Hannah hasn't had it easy. This isnt the first time she have lost a child".

"Zane's not dead" Jason growls.

"I know that. Just shut up and listen. Hannah dosent know that I know and i would like to keep it that way. I dont know why she didn't tell me maybe she was ashamed but I could tell, she had all the symptoms. Im not sure how she losted the baby but it took a troll on her. It took months untill she started smiling again. No matter what they did she always stayed strong and kept smiling. I think that's why I love her"

Me and Jason growl not liking the idea of him with her.

"What do you mean what they did" Jason asked.

"Her mum and step dad abused her" was all he said.

No one spoke after that. It wasnt untill we heared shouting.

"Help"

We all jumped up and ran.

This cant be happening.