Pregnant By A Werewolf

Twenty-five - Ending

What can i say apart from im happy, well maybe not completely happy as there are still battles which need fighting but im content.

Cole has been a great help and im not embarrassed or ashamed around him, he has always had that effect on me.

When I'm around him I just feel safe.

Jason and Shelly has now fully mated and im glad that they can move forward with their lives. Its strange to say i actually like Shelly she's not the bitch I thought she was. She's really cool once I got to know her better.

I never feel like a three wheel when it comes to our kids. They always include me and the twins love us all.

I've gotten used to living in the pack house and have met a couple of interesting people including Lucas second chance mate. Believe it or not it turns out Anna is his mate. I never knew she lost her mate years ago, she's so strong and just all around bad-ass. Her and lucas are perfect together and yes they are the hottest couple I know.

I know what your thinking but no. Im not with Cole and we haven't even kissed or done anything. I guess he still feels guilty about Megan but I'm not sure as he dosent talk to me.

I've learnt that its going to take a while for him to open up and im okay with that. We both have guilt and regreats but were moving forward and making the best of what we have.

Honestly I still have my dark days where the nightmares return but now i have friends and family by my side to help me.

Katie has had her baby, she had a little girl and called her Sarah. She is the cutest thing ever.

No child can be as cute as mine but hey thats what all mums say. You never know what true love is untill you look into the eyes of your baby.

Clarie and James descide they want to try for a second so little Hannah would have a sibling. I couldnt be happier for them.

As for Adam I still don't know where he is and turns out no one dose. He just disappeared off of te face of the earth and everyday i worry about him. I wish that one day he will return and explain where hes been. All i can do is hope he's okay and is happy with the dessions he has made.

I hope he knows that he is always welcome no matter what. Hes family and always will be.

Come to think of it no one has seen Megan either. Maybe they ran off with eachother. If that's the case I understand and i dont hold a bad thought about that. Even though Megan caused some problems she wasnt a bad girl and I hope she is okay no matter where she is.

I guess being in this mess has made me realise how lucky I am to have the ones i love around me. It also made me realise how quickly people can be stolen from you.

Remember Andy. Well there was a rogue attack not long ago and Andy risked his life to save two children. His back got sliced up while protecting them. Sadly he didn't make it but he saved two lives that day.

He wasnt the only one to die but he was the only one I knew personly.

No one should ever die so young but life is funny that way. You dont know the pain untill it happens to someone you love. Dosent matter the age the sex or anything because death always creeps up and we breath out last breath.

Thats way I now value life and want to live everyday like its my last because you never no whats around the corner. You never know when the grim reaper will show his face.

I was lucky to survive more than once. I payed for that though by missing so much but im thankful for the second chance to start over and develop relationships i never thought I would have.

I even got a call from Rachel. Turns out she's doing well and got a new assistant. She's not as good as i was but shes a hard worker.

The only person I cant seem to bring myself to talk to is my mother. I cant seem to forgive the things she once done. I dont think I will ever be ready to open that door but if I do I know i will have people to support me.

You never know what you hve until you loss it. You never appreciate the little things untill they are gone.

Sometimes its hard to put yourself out there because people always want to knock you down and tell you your not good enough that you will never achieve anything.

Sometimes its getting over the hard things that make you stronger and make you want to live not for yourself but for others.

I've learnt that one act of kindness can go a mile and can improve someone's outlook on life thats why I've started a suppose group for those stuggling just like i was.

No matter who you are or what you have done. I've made a safe space for us to come together and talk about those issuses and reflect on them. We meet once a week on Thursdays.

Coles a great help and has even opened up one or twice in the group.

At first the people of this world didn't like the idea. Its for humans they said but no matter what you are people have problems and worries they are affaid to speak about.

There's this one girl, sweetest girl you will ever meet. She's shy and finds it hard to communicate. Her first shift was later that normal and people treated her like a omgea. He was also rejected by her mate and just fell into a state of depression.

I had to get Cole to explain the terms and the jobs to me as im still so new to this world.

I was able to help that girl and show her that she's beautiful and independent and one day her mte will regret rejecting her.

She now has a human girlfriend. She dosent know about all this yet but when she dose I will be the perfect person to talk to as im human just like her and its alot to wrap your head around.

I found my place here and that is helping others to overcome their demons no matter how small or big they are.

The twins will be going to nursey soon and im so pound of them. Rosie is a child genius i swear and Zane is going to be a warrior one day as he keeps telling me.

I couldnt be happier to watch my children grow and become their own person.

Im not looking forward to the heartbreak and fights or the trouble they may cause but thats a part of growing up. They need to make mistakes so they cn learn and become better. When they do mess up they will have so many people who will love and suppose them and nothing makes me happier than that.

I bet your wondering what im going to do now and what i want to happen in the future.

Well I can tell you this.

My story is not over its only just beginning.