URGE

CHAPTER 6

Randy paid me unannounced visits  since then.
He took me out on lavish dates and even went with me on a business trip to cuba two weeks after we had become very good friends.
   
We had a lot of fun there and though he had claimed it was a business trip, he was with me the whole time.
I thought he used the business trip idea as an excuse to get me away so that I could feel a lot at ease. I liked him very much for that.

On the night before the day that we had to leave for Spain, he professed his love for me.
Though it was abrupt as I hadn't known him for long,I really liked him as he had been there to comfort me and make me feel at home in the past weeks so I accepted to become his lover.

He drenched me in love at the hotel as he sent shivers down my spine with his kisses. The moment was climaxed with love making throughout the night. 
It was my first... well, first time I had been boned willingly.

We left for Rupit the next morning and I wanted him to actially mentioned that this was a vacation just for us and not a business.

Our conversation on the flight had me thinking on the bad side for a while.

"Hey, what's your job?" I asked, taking his hands in mine and rubbing them with my palm.

He looked at me sharply before looking at his feet and back up, asking, "Why? You want a job?? C'mon, I promised to take care of you, babe.  And that means you're not supposed to work."
He sighed heavily after and planted a kiss on my temple.

"Randy?"

"Yeah?"

"I just... I'm only curious about your job since I never saw you dress up or leave the hotel to meet your clients.
I only heard you speak on the phone but that was with Lupita. "

He looked at me in shock and asked if I had been listening in on his conversations but I shook it off vigorously, denying. Though I actually leaned in on intention to his phone conversations.

"I only wanted to confirm if you actually wanted to have a nice vacation with me since I never saw you work though you told me we went there for your business trip. You know, you were with me all the time."
I smiled at the last part but he kept a straight face.

"Ha, oh well, I'm a dope peddler. You know that requires less effort, huh?" Randy said flatly and winked at me.
I felt very nervous then and I could see myself turn blue.

Shocked at the sudden revelation that he had made with indifference, I opened my mouth to speak but he stopped me, holding my lips between his thumb and index finger.
He then smiled and started coming close. I anticipated a kiss but he brushed past my face and began nibbling on my ear...

"Public transport, Randy!" I shouted in a whisper yell and he pulled away, raising his hands in surrender. Then we both burst into laughter as we noticed a kid sitting by with a tablet in hand staring intensely at us.

"Shoo, you bad boy." Randy said and we laughed. The boy giggled and looked  away.

I rested my head on his shoulder and shut my eyelids but opened them again and sat up asking in a stern voice, I was determined to get to the root of my suspicion.
"Your profession again?"

"Huh? Oh... well, haha, hey... c'mon Rox."

"I just did, Randy. So tell me."

He gave out a haughty laughter but I could swear on feeling his nervousness.
"Roxaaannne..." he stretched with a chuckle.

"Rox, call me that" I corrected.

"Yeah, Rox, I'm a shipping agent. "

"Okay,  what do you send across? Candy?"
He laughed out loud this time and the kid turned again. I smiled at him and he turned back  sharply.

"Babe, I send merchandise across, for companies. General merchandise that has absolutely no relations with narcotics."

I looked at him and smiled. I believed him. Randy returned the smile and I didn't feel scared anymore so I didn't press the issue further.
"Girl, you pass for an award winning detective."

I smirked... that chapter had been closed.

We arrived in Spain at noon. Lupita and Alex were at the airport. Lupita hugged Randy and whispered something into his ear, looking at my way with spite.  I looked questioning Alex for an explanation but he only gave me a wink, making me feel nervous all over again.

My phone rang. Lily was calling.  I excused myself snd answered.
" Roxporsche!!" She screamed over the phone with excitement.
"Hey, Lil"

"Why do you sound so dull, Rox? Oh... that. Don't worry, I'm not pissed at you anymore.  I just miss you."

I got teary and couldn't speak.
"Roxporsche? Are you there? Rox"

"Oh..." I began answering but noticed Lupita walking towards me and waving at me desperately.

I hang up and ran to her.

"Nosotros nos vamos, niña tontas!"
She said and scoffed, walking away.

Though I didn't understand what she said, I followed her to a car that was parked somewhere close. Randy was already in the car with Alex who was behind the steering wheel.
Lupita and I got into the back seat and we drove to Randy's mansion.

A big meal had been prepared when we got there after dusk. I popped a grape into my mouth and noticed Lupita glaring at me.

I didn't have any of dishes because of how Lupita reacted earlier and as I felt exhausted from the trip also, I went straight to bed after taking a cold shower.

     She was standing on the edge of a cliff, naked and barefooted with long loose hair hanging from her shoulders. Her saggy breasts were dangling sideways and
Lily, as a child, dressed in a flowing white dress held a knife in one hand and held mum's hand in yhe other.
Lily was looking up at her with a big smile on her face but mum had a stern face.
I moved closer but couldn't utter a word though I tried to understand what was going on. When I got real close and reached out to touch mum, she threw herself back, down the cliff, taking Lily who still had the smile on along.

I opened my mouth to scream but no sound came out and I began choke out.  I was suffocating and clutched my neck.
I was still going through pain that I couldn't decipher and heard a loud thud.

Suddenly, a strong whirlwind started right before me and I was whooped into it within seconds.