I gazed up at the ceiling in silence, my eyes focusing in on the fan that twirled lazily up ahead, and my ears straining to take in the whirring sound the blades made as they sliced through the air.
I tried not to think about anything that had happened last night. I tried to let it go, let it be carried away by the wind escaping from the fan that I was so keen on listening to.
Lucky for me, I couldn't remember most of it even if I'd wanted to. What I could remember came back to me in flashes of what felt like movie scenes and, just like a movie, none of it seemed real. Or maybe, I just didn't want it to be.
Him, coming into the room, grinning at me.
Me, accepting a beer from him, against my better judgment.
Him, putting his hand down my pants.
Then, we were naked.
Just like that, it was morning. I woke up next to a man that I had once adored, but who now seemed like a monster. We were both still naked.
From there, I hurried and got dressed before he could wake up. Despite the pain in my pelvic area, I rushed out of that place and was hailing a cab in a matter of seconds.
Now, I was home, but I did not feel at home. I was away from him, but I did not feel safe. His face covered my walls, his music was everywhere I looked, and now, he was inside of me. His seed festering there like a malignant tumor, eating me up from the inside-out.
I couldn't tell my mom. I couldn't tell Lizzie. Hell, I could hardly even admit it to myself. So, I just kept on watching the fan, listening to its propellers as they whispered to me in the deafening silence of my room.
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Book 5: I'll Wait, Dear (Steven Adler FanFic)
RomanceA single mother on the Sunset Strip, Aurora does all that she can to support her daughter, Catherine. She moves in with her best friend, accepts a job as a stripper, and now, she's determined to seek out Catherine's father, who has been absent since...
