Started With A Whisper | Charli D'Amelio ✓

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"Hey, babe." Y/n says as I sit next to her.

I smile and Y/n kisses me.

Y/n moved in with McKenna and her family, so I never see Y/n as much. We FaceTime and sleep over at each other's house - it just isn't the same.

"I heard Travis railed Elsa in the bathroom yesterday." Susie says.

Everybody's talkin' 'bout sex

"No way. A nerd and a jock? Didn't he just break up with Heather?" Katie says.

Everybody's talkin' 'bout ex

"Jesus. You're hurting my virgin ears." Y/n says covering her ears.

"Hurry and get out of the classroom." Y/n says.

Katie rolls her eyes and they leave.

"Y/n." I say laughing.

"Just talk about math or something. God." Y/n says picking her pen up.

Like no one really wants to find a genuine connect

"Are you in your feelings?" I ask.

"No." She says.

"Yes." She says.

"Why?" I ask.

"I was in a relationship with Heather when I was 14 and we were going to have sex. She made fun of... little Y/n." She says.

Before they even look at you, they move on to the next

"Are you kidding me? You were literally 14. Fuck that hoe." I say.

I see Heather stare at me and I get up. I sit on Y/n's lap and flip her off.

"You lost your chance, bitch." I say.

And I know that they say
"Don't you worry," I'm the one

"This hottie is mine." I say as Y/n wraps her arms around my waist.

And I don't want to listen to the shit you've spun

"At least she likes pleasing me." I say.

Heather's face turns read and she walks away

"I love you so much." Y/n says.

"I love you too." I say.

"Especially you." I say touching Y/n's crotch.

"Charli." Y/n says.

"I said what I said." I say.

No, I don't want to listen to the shit you've spun

Time Skip

Y/n wanted to go to another party so I went with her this time.

Walk into a party, feelin' out of place

"Got a lighter?" Someone asks.

Everyone's too cool, everyone's too fake

"Just trying to light a cig, you know?" Someone else asks.

I try to start a conversation but I can't seem to relate

"Um, no. Goodbye, Carl. Goodbye, Sandy." Y/n says.

"I don't want to be here anymore. I feel sick." I say.

Yo, I'm about to get an Uber

I run to the sink and Y/n follows me.