Finding A Different Kind Of Love

Chapter 9- And Effect

Harry's POV

I woke up in the morning with Lou facing the other way and someone in his arms. I sit on my elbow to get a better look and see a little blonde leprechaun facing away from the both of us. I lay back down and hold the both of them, while I try to think about what could have brought Niall in here. I'm only laying there thinking to myself for a couple minutes before I feel Louis breathing change and him wiggle a bit.

"Good morning love." I whisper to him.

He doesn't let go of Niall, but he wiggles backwards towards my chest and mumbles morning.

"What's Niall doing in here? Is he ok?"

"I'm not sure on the whole story, but he woke me up in the middle of the night crying asking if he could sleep in here. Said he needed me....not sexually. He was crying so hard, I really just wanted to make him feel better. I don't know what happened, but I want it to be fixed."

"Awwww, poor Ni. I wonder if it was Liam and Zayn. They were REALLY drunk last night."

"Well if it was, then I really hope they feel like shit today." Lou says quietly, but I could still feel anger radiating off of him. Niall slowly started to stir, breathing in a deep breath and letting it out quickly.

"Morning Ni. You ok?" I ask caringly.

Niall rolls over and sees that we're all awake and sits up. "Morning guys. I'm good."

"Niall, you came in here in the middle of the night and woke me up bawling. Please tell us what happened. I told you last night I would be here for you, so let me." Lou pleads.

Niall sighs heavily again and nods his head after thinking about it for a minute. "OK..yea....So I was sleeping last night and Liam and Zayn came in and wer starting to get a little sexual..sorry..and I wanted to join. they've just made me feel so left out lately, I wanted everything to be ok. So, I went to kiss Zayn and Liam yelled at me and said that they wanted to have sex alone..sorry again..and that they didn't want me there needing them so much....practically. It wasn't those words, but that was the same message. They definately didn't want me to be there, and Liam yelled at me, so I started crying and left. I'm so tired of them leaving me out and last night was so much worse. We've never said we didn't want another one of us to be there. We've had sex..sorry..seperately. Like only two of us instead of three, but it was always because the other wasn't there, or they were super busy or something. But Liam full out said that he didn't want me there. And Zayn didn't disagree with him." He was crying by the time his speech had ended.

"When I see them..." Lou started

"When you see them, don't do anything Lou. Please. I want to fix this on my own." Niall asked as tears streamed down his face.

"Ok Ni. We won't. But will you stay in here until you fix it instead of not feeling wanted in there?" I asked.

"Yea. Only if you guys don't mind. I don't wanna intrude on your relationship too." Niall agreed saying the last sentence sadly.

"Ni, you're not going to intrude. WE want you here. We care about you and we want you to be ok. Please don't feel like that. We'll be here for you." Lou tells him.

Suddenly Niall leans forward and places a small watery kiss on Louis lips. Louis eyes get huge and Niall realizes what he did. He leans back so far he almost falls off the bed, but I reach over Lou to pull him back.

"I'm so sorry! I don't know why I did that." Niall cries harder.

"Hey, hey, hey. Niall. It's ok. It's ok. I'm not mad. Lou's not mad, are you Lou?"