consequences

chapter five: life changing decision

Hello again! i tried to write and publish more last week and on the weekend cause i'm gonna be VERY busy with work this week and may not find the time to write. by the way i would love to have your feedback and know what you think of this so far! thoughts? comments?critics?anything really! ENJOY!

şahika woke up very early in the morning because she kept seeing rather inappropriate dreams about ender 'must be the hangover' she though. 'yeah that's it; it's all those shots's fault. Now when I leave this room I will no longer find ender desirable or want to pin her against the wall and fuck her till next sunday'

Finally she got out and headed to the kitchen in search for coffee and found ender there; she hadn't changed yet, wearing a long silk black nightgown which showed her white skin perfectly her hair where down, free against her back like a waterfall she reached out and tucked a tuft of her hair behind her ears while reading a newspaper, şahika thought it was rather cute 'oh fuck fuck fuck' she couldn't control herself and a pathetic whimper left her mouth "hm.."

Suddenly ender lifted her head and saw her, raised her eyebrow as if asking what's the matter! "good morning ender; I didn't think anybody would be up yet."

"good morning. Yes I thought the same thing but couldn't sleep any longer so I decided to get up and not waste any more time trying to fall sleep again"

şahika took a seat on the table "nervous?"

Ender frowned her brows as if thinking if she could trust şahika enough to share this information with her or not "well; yes I am a little nervous to be honest. We're going to face the man who tried to end us after all. By doing this we're officially starting a war against him and he's dangerous so it does make me a little concerned"

şahika looked surprised at that, normally ender wasn't a woman who backed away from a fight "are you having second thoughts?"

"of course not; I just meant that we have to be extra careful"

şahika nodded "yeah you're right and we will be. He can't get ride of us easily this time. By the way did you think about what I said to you last.."

Şahika's sentence got cut off by caner entering the kitchen and ender took a breath in relief; she knew what şahika was talking about and still didn't have an answer for it. Her mind was too occupied for this and to be honest she still was unsure if this was a good idea.

"good morning sis, I'm gonna make breakfast now. you're going to the holding today right?"

"caner dear, why are you ignoring me? Am I invisible!" şahika enjoyed making fun of caner very much; it was the highlight of her days!

"i wish you were"

"aw don't talk like that, if I disappeared you will miss me and cry after me. And then you would regret talking to me like this"

"i really don't think so"

Ender was starting to get a headache just by listening to their banker "enough, stop acting like three years old children, şahika don't push him and caner honey yes we're going to the holding today and we have to be on time so please could you start making breakfast!? We'll leave after we eat"

"you're no fun ender"

"fine sister"

şahika decided to call hayati to take them to the holding "hayati dear I have a favor to ask! Would you be so kind to take us somewhere?..." she was talking to him on the phone but all of her attention was on ender. She was analyzing her every move with her eyes. The way she was stirring her coffee with a little spoon slowly but it was obvious her heart wasn't into it. As if she was trying to listen to what şahika was talking about with a deep frown on her face! What was wrong? but suddenly she looked up at her and took the little spoon to her mouth and started rubbing her tongue all over it, licking it clean. şahika's eyes almost popped out; WHAT THE HELL!