consequences

chapter sixteen: i love you

Hello and welcome back my pretties! i did it, publishing a new chapter after the episode just like i promised and what a huge disappointment that episode was; i knew they were going to ruin our ship so i wanted this to be some sort of comfort. before we begin there is one thing i wanted to address first.

i was told by a dear reader of mine that some of you wanted to see a jealous ender and who am i to deny you? have to admit, i was a bit unsure at first. i myself did enjoy reading jealousy scenes when i was younger however that is no longer the case, i think jealousy is a sign of insecurity and possessiveness which shouldn't be in a healthy relationship BUT our couple is still new and unsure around each other so it makes complete sence. ENJOY!

WARNING: +18 content!

There was a moment of silence. And then another one. It felt like it lasted for years. şahika moved and sat up on the bed, already regretting her stupidity, but still hoping and waiting desperately for...

ender faintly said "w..well...uhm yes"

şahika blinked, not at all sure what to make of that.

"Good night şahika" ender added, Her voice was much softer than usual.

"Yeah.. g.. good night" And then she pressed the disconnect button right away with a shaking finger, before she could say something that would screw everything up, assuming she hadn't just done exactly that. And then she laid down again, and stared at the ceiling yet again.

Well...she'd said it. she finally confessed her true feelings. she didn't plan to of course; she was very high from her orgasm when it happened, And ender had said "Yes" whatever that meant.

So it had gone okay. Nothing to freak out about. Yeah of course, Sure.

She kept looking at the ceiling until her eyes closed and she finally went to sleep, exhausted by her own thoughts.

Her phone's insistent bleeping woke her up what seemed like four seconds later. şahika opened her eyes with a gasp; she rolled over and squinted at the phone display. It was three thirty in the morning. And ender was calling her! god she hated being woken up. what could have happened that it couldn't wait till morning? but still şahika answered right away, in a half sleep state "Hello? What's the matter?"

ender demanded "Did you mean it?"

"Huh?" şahika woke up just a little more "Oh my God" she smashed her face into her pillow.

"Well, did you? I have been lying awake for hours here..."

şahika answered, annoyed and grumpy "well I haven't.You woke me up" Although later she would realize this was a good thing. Having this conversation in daylight would have terrified her. It was easier when she was groggy and pissed off "Of course I meant it. god"

"Oh"

"I wouldn't say it if I didn't mean it ender"

"w..well you know sometimes we say things we don't mean while having an orgasm"

şahika repeated herself again "Oh my God" seriously what the hell! "come on ender!"

"Well There's no need to be so dramatic şah..."

şahika interrupted her "ender"

"What?"

"please don't call me at three o'clock in the morning unless you are dying"

"I..oh"

"And don't die"

"I.."

"And even though we're not living together anymore, we're gonna make it. we'll figure something out and I love you" At three thirty in the morning, this sounded like the best plan she'd ever come up with. şahika was quite proud of herself.