After the ambulance left all of my neighbors were out and seeking answers from me. I am so tired of nosey people.
*Alright, show is over now get in your disfunctional houses people"
"and yes I mean that with disrespect I'm not sorry"
My whole body feels drained as if there were something holding it to the ground. I can bearly contain the urge to breakdown and cry. My mother and I were barely conversation but that womon loves me, that is the woman who encourages me to fight when I no longer can. I can not bare the thought of losing her. I do not even want to eat today I just want to stay in my room, in the comforting darkness. One minute everything is good and the next minute one minor thing changes your life in a major fashion. Altough this is not minor is it? I throw my body on my bed and turn on my radio and play some music from my 'stormy weather' Playlist. My whole curtain is open and I can see the city from afar through the lace.
I am drowning in a whole Tsunami of tears. I feel like an Earthquake just struck and it missed everyone but me. What sorcery is this, I have never felt this kind of pain on my entire life and I have been through the most. I am already tired, someone please help me anyone. I am sending a message to the universe through my brain, please deliver me from this pain and loneliness. I need to go to the hospital but how?
I hear a knock on the door and I am too lazy to go there. I continue drifting off to the solitude and space in my mind. I swear I am losing it, I can not and this is just the first few hours. I hear a knock again but this time it is close. It's Freddy, he is outside my window on the tree that is near my window. I go to the window and open it.
"I heard what happened and I figured you need somebody to be with you"
"and the universe sent you"
"I guess so, can I come in or do you want to go see your mom"
I choose my mother and Freddy took me to the hospital with his friends car. Is he not the most amazing?
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I would rather go blind
RomanceElissa is a young girl who is an optimistic romantic. She is inlove with being inlove and having someone who adores you unconditionally. She is intelligent and bold. She falls inlove with Freddy who sweeps her off her feet. He is everything you read...