I am scared to be completely honest, and what Mere said to me really hit the pit of my brain. I can not sleep I keep thinking about what Mere said, could Freddy really be that bad? Well if he is then I myself will venture down this path on my own. I see that Mere is hurt by what I am doing but I want to be with Freddy. Why can't she accept that?
I hear my mother walking around the house which means it is four in the morning. She walks into my room and I pretend to be asleep. She settles her body right next to me.
"Oh, my poor baby. I love you so so so much but I have to work, I hardly have time for you. I am so sorry, every morning I walk in here and just stare at you sleeping all I can say is I am a failure of a mother"
She walks out. One thing this woman dies not seem to realise is that she is the reason I have everything. We are not rich or anything but she works hard to sustain better living conditions. I adore her with all my heart. I hear her leave the house and my alarm rings. My uniform is layed on the chair and we'll ironed as always, breakfast is waiting for me in the kitchen. I am exhausted and I barely have any energy. I can not wait to see Mere so that I can give her a warm embrace and let her feel how much I love her. How I need her to let me do this, let me love this boy. I need her to let me in and cry out all her pain.
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I would rather go blind
RomanceElissa is a young girl who is an optimistic romantic. She is inlove with being inlove and having someone who adores you unconditionally. She is intelligent and bold. She falls inlove with Freddy who sweeps her off her feet. He is everything you read...
