I found myself writing about you
The exact moment I fell for you
I really can't tell
But all you should know
Is that you are my main inspiration
Day and night you got me breathing your name
You got me dreaming about us
Can't you hold my hands?
See if you feel it, too
I might be wrong, but I can't stop it
To me, you are precious
To me, you are necessary
Otherwise, who would I look up to?
There's no one but you
You are the governor of my soulI found myself writing about you
This time with no exception
I'll try again to make you notice me
Should I give up?
Only you can answer to me
But that's wasting your time
Better keep smiling
Your eyes make me blush
They tear me into peaces and built me again
What can I do for you to love me?
My heart is yours
My soul screams for your affection
And my body is willing to embrace you
You made me wait for so long
Now, you're gonna wait for me
Because at this moment
I found myself writing about you, again.From my deepest sorrow
I'm waking up again
All the lines were crossed to me
Now they open like parallels
Universes in motion for me
I've seen darkness
Driving in a hole
I used to be on my toes
My legs hurted a lot
And I wanted to be there so much
Look at me, I was losing myself
I was so thin like those lines I've seen
Fighting to get a place, is it worth it?
I'm asking to myself with no responseFrom my deepest sorrow
I'm waking up again
Trying and trying
Swimming in the black hole
Was frustration? Was depression?
Was anxiety slowly killing me?
I knew where I was and I needed help
No one was there
Nobody else but my sorrow
Dancing on my toes, my shoes are a mess
My back hurts and my legs are broken
Is the end of everything
When I was trying to not sink
Big, almond eyes were staring at me
And those eyes were part of a head
That was nodding towards my direction
I think I heard "well done"
It came from the very top of my hole
That voice made me realize
I have finally woken up and driven away
From my deepest sorrow.
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