How lost must I feel
To dream of being
Away from this world?
I close my eyes, I count to 3
It seems that my fears are coming to me
Feeling the air on my chest
Trembling a little bit
Is someone looking at me?
I think is my soul looking at the body
That carries her off
I'm connected with myself
But I would love to be in another holder
Another country, another name
Another dimension, another worldHow lost must I feel
To dream of being
Away from this world?
I close my eyes, I count to 50
It's all in my head, dreams through a filter
Focusing on what I want
Another age, another face
Another life, another love
Is my dream to be next to you
Even though I know that my current reality sucks
And you don't know about my mere existance
But you, living at the same moment as me
Makes me feel happyHow lost must I feel
To dream of being
Away from this world?
Trying to scape in a vivid dream
Because my reality is too painful to bare
I wish I wasn't here
And I won't be anymore
In the deep of my thoughts
My desired reality is where I don't exist
And I just lay down in my bed
To think about you and being dead.Seeing your face, is the light in my darkness
I dance around you, hoping to fly
My arms are willing to hide you
From your dangerous side
I have been waiting for you
Calmly, talking about you
In the middle of my room, looking at the roof
Finally you are here, next to me
Your green eyes are the moon of my night
Why is it that I love you so much?
I can't explain it
But it feels like my soul knows yours
And the stars came down to my door
Giving me your smile
Such a great gift it is
And I keep talking how much I wish
To be by your side
How much I wish
To be right about the idea of you
Being my soulmateI dance around you, hoping to fly
Those afternoons in my head
Both of us just playing the guitar
I would lie if I say I have never dreamed
A future between us
Time keeps passing by, never really knowing you
A whole decade keeps me away from you
But it's all right
There's still a lot to live on
Maybe we could meet each other
Maybe I just need to grow up a little bit more
What if we aren't for each other?
That thought is killing me
Deep inside my soul feels yours
And stars are aligned in our existance
Oh, how is it that I'm not yours?
And I keep talking how much I wish
To be by your side
How much I wish
To be right about the idea of you
Being my soulmate
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