Beneath the surface of redemption
I'm floating around it
Waiting to wake up and realize
My lack of happiness is there
Since my eyes can see colors
The emptiness filling my soul is gray
It seems that I can't cry
Dry tears are running down everyday
But no one can see it
But I can't feel it
Whenever I look at the mirror
My reflection is not there
So my soul is trying to cross that surface
Although the redemption seems so far from me
What's hidden behind me?
Why am I trapped in this box?
So I pour all my feelings into thoughts
But they don't seem to be clear
And so I'm waiting here, to finally shed a tear
Beneath the surface of redemption.Follows the sympathy of the heart
Turning around and seeing the world as a scary place
Suddenly you realize, it's all in your head
As you walk through the woods, you fight with those trees
You can't remember anything the next day
Flowers are dying and dry leaves are painting your ground
So you know, you might lost it all
And seek and run for help, dark wings are growing on your back
Your smile cracks, bleeding eyes praying for forgiveness
A monster you become, and your soul kills a child
Once a bright green forest, now is a dead land of sadness
People come, they tell you how they measure your value
Sitting in the middle of your disaster, you don't know what to do
Rather, you cry in desperation, dry as a desertFollows the sympathy of the heart
Someone is telling you the reality, what you have done
How you have hurt, how far you came
Such a blind spirit, need no guidance, just need to rest
A disgusting being, never had to be born
You believe in those words, you create them by yourself
What is true?
Friends are showing support, you try to cut those wings
They are still growing, now, inside of your chest
But you manage to fix that smile, you can't give love yet
And the guilt is becoming a constant companion
You can't see your face anymore
Living until death claims youFollows the sympathy of the heart
How long has it been since you last fell in love?
They hurt you, yet you were out there
Kissing trees instead of killing them
What happened?
People can't help you unless you help yourself
But you can't even stand up, you are attached
To appreciate the slow motion of a deadly life
The end is coming, you are able to choose what side you are going to fight for
But you've got no time
And the past is already swallowing your soul
All you have now, is saving yourself.
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