Emma's p.o.v.
today the boys are leaving, i don't know if Jack (Gilinsky) is going. they'll be gone for a week & a half, about 11 days.
"hey boys..." i walk down the stairs looking at them, Cameron runs up to me holding me to tight i can barely breathe. the other boys hug me too, telling me how worried they were & all i do is apologize. i can't help but scan the boys, searching for G, he's not there, i guess he's staying here, too.
"bye boys! love you guys, have fun." i wave as they drive away. i shut the door and walk back upstairs. i hear movement from my & G's room, that's where he's been staying. i haven't seen him in a few days...
*LATER THAT NIGHT AROUND NINE PM*
i sit on J's bed, contemplating whether or not i should talk to him, Hayes texted me about an hour ago saying they landed, so i decided it's probably safe to call J now.
"hello?"
"hey, j"
"emma, what's up? are you okay?" his voice changes from calm to worried.
"yeah, I'm fine, just need to talk to someone about something."
"okay, shoot"
"so, I've been contemplating whether or not to talk to G, i miss him so much, and now that we're alone, i feel like i should. i love him so much, and he's hurting me so bad. i feel like I'm losing him, i can't lose him. all i have right now is Caniff." i let out a long breath, waiting for a response.
"do what you want, it's totally up to you. eventually you're going to have to talk to him, but when is up to you." goddamn, he's so smart it's annoying.
"okay, thank you J."
"you're welcome, love you"
"love you too."
i end the call and let out a sigh. i look at the clock, 9:37, i guess i should eat. i pull on a hoodie, without looking at it, change into some nike pros & slide into my carmel colored Uggs. i stand out side mine & jacks door, trying to knock. eventually i turned around and walked down the stairs, mentally punching my self in the face because i didn't talk to him.
i drive to In-N-Out Burger, of course, picking up 2 burgers, 2 fries & 2 drinks, just in case Jack wants to eat. once i get home, i struggle with carrying all the food in, but get it done, leaving his food on the counter & taking mine to J's room. i set my food down & walk to our room, i decide not to knock, or go in at all, "Hey, bugs...i, uhm, i got food. yours is on the counter. i got you a double cheeseburger, fries & a coke." i don't hear a response, so i just walk away, with tears threatening to spill over. i get back to J's room and eat my food, while watching Tv.
i finish my food and continue to watch tv, i watch a marathon of Friends for what feels like forever. when i hit the home button on my phone, it's 5 after midnight. i don't know how time goes by so quickly. i decide to go to sleep, i shut the Tv off and take off my Nike pros, leaving me in a hoodie & underwear. i toss and turn for at least an hour, it's now 1:30. i get out of bed and walk down stairs to get some water. when I'm down there, i hear muffled crying from upstairs and i feel my heart literally shatter. i leave the glass on the counter and slowly make my way back upstairs, careful not to make any noise. when i reach our door, i hear him muttering something, but i can't make out what it is. i knock on the door, the muttering stops and i hear some rustling from the other side of the door. seconds later the door opens, revealing the broken boy, that takes my breath completely away. "bugs..." i feel tears starting to well up and i know that all along, I've been wrong.
"emma...i love you. i didn't mean anything i said, i didn't che-" i cut him off mid-sentence, by wrapping my arms around his neck and pull him in tight, taking in his scent. i pull away, tears streaming down my face, "im sorry bugs, im so sorry. i shouldn't have freaked out like that. i should've know that you wouldn't cheat, i was so scared, im sorry." i let out a choked sob, and Jack just looks at me, his arms still around my waist. "emma, hey, look at me. it's okay, we're okay now. you're fine, we're back to normal right?" his voice is calm, yet shaky and it calms me down, "you're wearing my hoodie." a smile grows on his face, i look up at him, my eyes meet his, then flicker down to his mouth. his mouth. i haven't kissed his lips in what has felt like years, we lock eyes again and he leans in a little bit. a bit more, a bit more and our lips are almost touching. i feel his warm, shaky breath on my lips, "can i kiss you?" his voice is a whisper, i don't answer, i just shake my head 'yes'. his soft lips crash into mine and they start moving in sync, slow at first, then he picks up speed and i follow his lead. his tongue enters my mouth, swirling and battling with mine. he grabs the back of my thighs, picking me up, walking slowly into the room, he sets me on the dresser, never disconnecting our kiss, he removes my hoodie & my shirt, leaving me completely bare chested, disconnecting our lips for a split second, then once more pausing the kiss to remove his shirt. he picks me back up, and laying my bare back on the the bed, he hovers over me, kissing me passionately. his hands move from the back of my thighs, to my stomach then he tugs at my underwear, removing them, soon after his pants come off, what happens next will forever and always be the best night I've had in a long time.
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