Mate (GxG) ✔️

Chapter 23

Alex's POV

Can we just take a moment and talk about my sex life.

It's no secret that I love sex. My whole life, literally my whole was an endless cycle of having a strange woman every night. I went from bar to bar, city to city and fucked my way days away.

Am I proud of it? Not really...
Did I enjoy it? I thought I did...
Do I miss it? Not a fucking chance...

Laying in bed with the most breathtakingly  beautiful woman, feeling her warmth, hearing her heartbeat, kissing her soft skin is all I ever want.

Waking up next to her for the rest of my life is all I ever want. It's all I will ever need.

Thinking back to last night. How she felt in my arms and the way she said my name when I made her whimper in pleasure, is what I life for.

Sex with Maya is something I can't explain.

It's absolutely perfect. I can't even compare it with anyone else and I don't want too.

She makes me feel things I've never felt before. It's like whenever I kiss her I have this incredible urge to rip off her clothes and have my way with her. But in another way she keeps my urges at bay.

In another way I want to take things slow. I want to worship every part of her body, feel her and I mean really feel her. I want to focus on her. Focus on what she wants and needs.

I want every second, every moment we share to be about her. I want to make love to her.

Forever.

The sun has come up about an hour ago but I don't think Maya will be awake any time soon. She didn't get much sleep and she will probably blame me for it but it's ok, I will happily accept it with a smile on my face.

I am so proud of her. I think last night was a big step for her. The way she exposed herself to me was a huge thing for her.

I asked her why she decided to do it because I was scared she did it for me. I would never forgive myself if she ever felt any pressure from my side.

But she promised me it wasn't because of me. She wanted to give herself to me, all of her.

And those words are the reason she won't wake up anytime soon.

I slightly smile as I press my lips softly in the crook of her neck. Her naked body is pressed up against mine and I couldn't be happier. I can tell she is still a bit shy about it but she didn't put on clothes after we had sex. She did however pull the blanket up till under her chin but I don't care.

I'll take this one as a win.

Someday she will feel comfortable around me and I am more than willing to wait.

I hear her heart beating a bit faster and her legs stir under the blanket. "Baby" she whines out in a sleepy voice.

"Good morning." I whisper and leave feathery kisses on her cheek.

I see a small smile on her lips before she turns around and cuddles into my body. I am actually surprised that she did that so naturally. We are both still very much naked and feeling her body pressed up against me is the best feeling in the world.

"Good morning princess." she mumbles against my neck.

"What?" I laugh in disbelief. "What the fuck was that?"

She starts laughing and I pull away from her to see her face but she hides away in the pillow.

I cup her face but her eyes are still closed and she just smiles.