⭐ You're Gonna Love Me [Vk]

Ep.6: Help me forget (Part. 2)

Jungkook's POV:

As soon as my baby left I entered his apartment with my bag of goodies. A while back I had purchased cameras to put in Tae's apartment and now I get the chance to do so. 

When I enter his apartment I'm immediately hit with his scent. I love it so much it's so addicting. I walk into his room and lay in his bed cuddling in the blankets holding the pillow he laid his head in my arms. I smell the delicious strawberry vanilla scent once more and hug the pillow tightly to my chest. "I wish this was you Tae." I say to the pillow. 

After a while of lounging in his apartment, I start to put up the cameras. I have a total of 12 cameras to use. I place one in his kitchen, one outside his front door, and one where he exits. I put two in the living room, three in the bathroom, four in his bedroom, and one in his closet. 

I head back to my apartment to test the cameras out. They actually work and I'm so happy. They're also tiny and well hidden. I'm proud of myself. I get to watch my baby's every movement. 

About an hour later I get a call from an unknown number. I answer it anyways cause why not. "Hello?" I say. "Junghyun! Is Tae at his apartment? I can't find him anywhere and he's not answering his phone. He sent me your number so I'm assuming he's with you. Yes?" Jimin panics through the phone. 

I start to get worried too. But, "Yeah he's here he seems pretty upset but he's cooling down now." I calmly lie to him. "Oh thank God. I'll come right over an-" "There's no need he's drifting off to sleep anyways. Better not to disturb him. I'm leaving him alone as well so bye." I interrupt Jimin while hanging up as well. 

I pull out my phone to find Taehyung's location. I downloaded a tracker on his phone no to long ago. I find his location at some random bar and I grab my keys, lock up our doors, and drive off to get my TaeTae. 

I arrive at the bar looking for Tae but he's nowhere in sight. I go up to the bartender. "Have you seen this male here by any chance?" I ask impatiently, showing him a picture of my petal. "Oh yeah the boy said he had to use the bathroom." I leave immediately after he tells me that. 

As I enter the bathroom I hear sniffles. Something drips onto the floor as well. I look through the stalls and stop at a closed one. I look slightly under it and I see blood. 

"Tae?" I ask, concern raising in my voice. "Junghyun?" He asks in a small voice. "Yes, Taebaby it's me." I get a sniffle in response. "TaeTae what are you doing?" "I'm going to join him." "Who is him" I ask angrily. He starts to cry. "I'm going to Bogum. I'm killing myself to go to Bogum. I can't take this guilt anymore. He's dead and it's my fault." He sobs out. My heart fell heavy to the bottom of my feet. Breaking once it reached there. "Please, please don't do it Taehyung. It's not your fault petal, it isn't. Please open the door. Think of your family, your friends. Think of me." I plea. 

He opens the stall and I take in the sight. His eyes were bloodshot but still beautiful, his once nicely tanned skin etched with blood on his wrists, a shard of glass in hand. I take the shard from his grip gently and throw it to the ground, stepping on the shards. I pull him into a hug and rub his back. 

His breathing is still ragged and shaky but still he begins to calm down. He pulls away slightly and looks me directly in the eyes with his broken ones. He closes them and leans in to kiss me. The kiss is sweet, gentle, and addicting. I kiss back immediately. I get greedy in the kiss and bite his bottom lip, causing him to whimper out a moan. My tongue goes in there and it explores the warm and sweet cave of his.

I hear a knock on the door and push Taehyung into the stall, closing it behind us and locking it. The person walks in, does their business and leaves, all while me and Tae continue to devour each other. 

I move my lips down to his neck and I mark him everywhere from his collarbone to beneath his chin. "Help me..." He moans out. "Help you what baby?" I ask against his skin. "Help me forget." He says breathlessly grasping my face in his hands. "Gladly." I growl, while going back to kissing him. 

This is all I could ever ask for.