A L E X
"I see the crystal raindrops fall
And the beauty of it all
Is when the sun comes shining through
To make those rainbows in my mind
When I think of you sometime
And I wanna spend some time with you"
Nandito ako ngayon sa veranda ng condo ko habang pinagmamasdan ang pagpatak ng ulan.
It's been a long time since I saw you. I miss your smile, your laugh, and especially when you're calling me love.
It's raining hard right now, I miss our cuddles while talking about our future.
I miss you so much.
Flashback
It's raining and I'm cuddling with my girlfriend here in my condo, I'm hugging her from the back.
"Love, how many children do you want to have?" Dennise asked me and turned around to faced me.
"Ikaw ba, ilan kaya mo? Kaya mo ba isang basketball team?" tanong ko sa kanya pabalik habang tumatawa.
Pinalo niya naman ako sa braso at tinitigan ako ng masama.
"Love seryoso kasi" sabi niya while pouting.
"Don't do that please" I said.
"Do what? This?" sabi niya at mas lalo pang nagpout.
Kaya naman I kissed her sa lips pero smack lang.
"Just the two of us
We can make it if we try
Just the two of us
(Just the two of us)
Just the two of us
Building castles in the sky
Just the two of us
You and I"
"Shit! You're driving me insane" I said at napatawa naman siya pero agad ding pinitik ang bibig ko.
"Don't curse nga love" sabi niya habang nakataas ang isang kilay.
"Okay I'm sorry love" sincere kong sabi habang nakatingin ng diretso sa mga mata niya.
"Pero seryoso na love, ilan gusto mo maging anak?" tanong niya while caressing my hair.
"Gusto ko talaga kahit dalawa lang, isang babae tapos isang lalaki" sabi ko naman.
"Ako love tatlo gusto ko para may ate and kuya yung bunso natin" sabi niya sa akin habang nakangiti, halatang iniimagine niya ang future namin.
Nag-usap pa kami ng mga plano namin hanggang sa inantok at nagyaya na siyang matulog.
Kaya natulog kaming may mga ngiti sa labi.
End of Flashback
"We look for love, no time for tears
Wasted water's all that is
And it don't make no flowers grow
Good things might come to those who wait
Not for those who wait too late
We gotta go for all we know"
I smiled bitterly while sipping in my coffee.
Someone knocked on my sliding door kaya napaharap ako doon. I saw my sister looking at me with a sad face.
"Iniisip mo pa din siya pots?" tanong ni ate ella sa akin.
Tumango naman ako, "I miss her damn much ate" sabi ko naman sa kanya.
Lumapit siya sa akin at pinunasan ang mga luha na hindi ko namalayang bumagsak pala sa aking mga mata.
She smiled at me sadly before opening her arms indicating that I should hug her.
I throw myself at her and crying hard like a child, she's just caressing my back and kissing my hair.
"It's okay to cry baby, ate will always be there for you" she whispered in my ear.
"It hurts so much ate" I honestly said to her. She's just there for me always, she doesn't give up even though I'm a mess right now.
"Hush now baby, ate will not leave you" she said and kissed my forehead. "I igotchu always pots".
"Just the two of us
We can make it if we try
Just the two of us
(Just the two of us)
Just the two of us
Building them castles in the sky
Just the two of us
You and I"
Flashback
"Love!" rinig kong sigaw ni denden sa akin galing sa baba.
Nataranta naman ako kaya tumakbo akong pababa papunta sa kanya.
Pagdating ko, naabutan ko siyang nakaupo sa sala habang nakakunot ang noo.
Pagkakita niya sa akin, she crossed her arms at sinalubong akong nakataas ang isang kilay.
"Love bakit?" tanong ko sa kanya, "Why? What's the matter?" dagdag ko at hinila siya para yakapin.
Pinalo niya ang braso ko, "Sino nanaman yung kasama mo sa coffee shop nung isang araw? tanong niya sa akin habang nakataas pa din ang isang kilay.
Inalala ko naman yung mga naging lakad ko nung isang araw bago sumagot sa kanya.
"Easy there love" sabi ko at binaba ang kilay niya na nakataas.
"Remember Rachel?" tanong ko sa kanya kaya napaisip siya.
"Yung girlfriend ni jovs, siya yung kasama ko sa coffee shop" I continue.
"I hear the crystal raindrops fall
On the window down the hall
And it becomes the morning dew
And darling when the morning comes
And I see the morning sun
I wanna be the one with you"
Napatitig naman siya sa akin and nagpout, "Nakauwi na pala ang bruha di man lang nagsabi sa akin" tantrums niya sa akin kaya I kissed her lips.
"She needed help, she wants to travel outside the country eh with jovs and syempre sa akin siya humingi ng tulong kung saan daw maganda pumunta dahil nga piloto ako diba?" mahabang paliwanag ko sa kanya.
"Ano ba naman yan pinagselosan ko ang bruhang yon" gigil na sabi niya sa akin kaya napatawa ako sa reaction niya.
"Soon love tayo naman magtravel kapag di ka na busy, okay?" sabi ko and hugged her.
End of Flashback
She led me to my bed and help me laid down at inayos niya ang pagkakakumot ko. She sat on my bed and caressed my hair.
"Sleep brother, you need it" ate ella said and I just nod because I felt really tired from crying.
She stood up and left me alone here in my room.
I'm staring blankly at the wall.
It's been a year since you left me, and now you're happily married to my bestfriend LA.
It hurts but I should set you free.
"Just the two of us
We can make it if we try
Just the two of us
(Just the two of us)
Just the two of us
Building big castles way on high
Just the two of us
You and I"
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Ps: I'm sorry
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