Chapter 11

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PAGPAPATAWAD

Hindi ko alam kung ano ang mararamdaman ko sa oras na ito, Gusto kong umiyak mg umiyak hanggang sa mawala na lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman ko, Hindi dapat ako nagpapadalos dalos sa mga desisyon ko, Kahit ganun sila Alam kung may dahilan naman siguro kung nila nagawa sakin ang lahat ng ito, Siguro nawalan sila ng anak? Kaya sa lungkot nila ako ang kinuha at inalagaan nila, naiisip ko nung bata ako grabe ang pagmamahal nila sakin, they always spoiled me in everything I want, We always travel in Europe, America, Everywehere to make me happy, Even though Im not their real Daughter, They always love me unconditionally, but when I turn 18, Their Loves change, I'm not allowed to travel everywhere, They strict when it comes to me

Kinabukasan maaga akong nagising, Kailangan kung mag sorry sa nagawa ko at mapaamin sila, I know its hard for them to tell the truth

Naabutan ko sa kusina si Mama nagluluto ng almusal

"Oh Maria, Nagluto ako ng paborito mong pagkain, May carbonara, Chicken Sandwich at lemonade dyan sa lamesa kain ka na"
Mama said

"Ma" I hugged her and cry

"Shhhhh"

"Ma, Sorry for what I said last night, Sorry Ma" my tears cant stop falling to my cheeks

"Its okay, What do you want my little baby"

I heared her singot

"Ma, I want the Truth, I will Listen and Never leave here"

"Okay baby, Eat first"

"Okay Ma, I love you" its the first to say that words to her, I want her to feel thet I love her so much

"I love you too baby, Forgive me okay"

And now she's crying

May narinig kaming yapak kaya agad agad kaming nag punas ng mga luha namin

"Ohh Ma, Your unfair, Bat paborito lang ni Maria ang niluto mo" Kuya Alex pouted

"Your not baby anymore Lex"

"So, She's Baby? Hmmm dapat cerelac pinapakin mo dyan" biro ni kuya

"Ma oh" pagsusumbong ko

I missed this scene every morning

"Lex, nagsisimula ka nanaman putulin ko dila mo"

"Bleeeh" I teased

"Baby Girl tsk" He rolled his eyes

Parang walang nanyari kagabi, Nagsisisi ako sa mga sinabi ko kagabi kay mama, I know i hurt her but still she cooked all my favorite and made my fav.lemonade

Were done eating our breakfast, Walang pasok ngayon kaya we decided to booked a ticket for our trip in New Zealand

After our breakfast napag usapan na namin ang lahat, I promised that I'm not leaving in the House, And I already forgave them

Gab is calling📞

"Hello my Sister"

"Tsk"

"How are you?"

"Im fine, Gab Im not leaving, I already forgave them"

"But Mommy is waiting for you" malungkot ang boses nito

"I know, Im sorry but I promised We will meet  soon"

"Soon? She's waiting almost 19 years"

"I know, Pagkauwi namin galing New Zealand, Magpapa alam ako na mag stay sainyo ng 3 months"

LOVE IN THE DARKTahanan ng mga kuwento. Tumuklas ngayon