Love If We Made It

Lostmyhead

And for nights to come, as Chaeyoung lay in her bed, She cried.

For the first time in months, she cried.

Cause ever since she saw her, actually looked in her gorgeous brown eyes, she was reminded constantly about her.

And she wondered why, why it still hurt so bad.

She remembered the look on Jisoo's face, the somewhat sad look. But it couldn't be, Jisoo had a boyfriend, she couldn't possibly miss her.

And with her headphones in she just added to the pain present in her heart

So I heard you found somebody else

And at first I thought it was a lie

I don't want your body but I hate to think about you with somebody else

Our love has gone cold you're intertwining your soul with somebody else

I'm looking through you while you're looking through your phone and then leaving with somebody else

And come on baby, this ain't the last time that I'll see your face

And come on baby, you said you'd find someone to take my place

And I don't want your body but I'm picturing your body with somebody else

And at that she rips the headphones out and stares at the ceiling, tears streaming down her face slowly, as she falls asleep.
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The next day she shows up at school and can already feel the worried stares of her friends cause once again she's a mess.

So she quietly walk up to them
The four of them now, since Joy's girlfriend yeri had joined and Lisa and her girlfriend Jennie, had moved back into town

Needless to say, she had plenty of friends, caring and sweet friends. But she still felt alone.

Then came lunch time, she didn't feel like eating though, so she would sneak off to the music room, and play instruments, write songs, sing, and it became a daily thing.

Her friends tried to get her to eat lunch for a week, and when that didn't seem to be going anywhere it was the least expected one who got some sense into her

One day, when the others were sick due to a flu that had been going around, Jennie sat down with her in the music room

"What are you doing here, you'll miss lunch"

" you miss lunch everyday."

"I'm just never hungry"

"Bullshit, Chaeyoung."

And Jennie continued

"I felt like this once, I felt heartbroken, and for days I sat alone and I went downhill so fast.

But eventually I realized it wasn't doing anyone any good, my friends and family were worried, so I stopped.

And whoever, or whatever is making you sad or upset, you won't solve anything by just sitting here.

So as long as you sit here and skip lunch, I'll do the same, and I don't wanna hear it because I am not changing my mind do you hear me park Chaeyoung?"

And she let out a smile.