Love It When We Get Weird || C.B.

Just Forget The World

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and
Just forget the world
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*knock* *knock* *knock*

God who's here. I hope it's not Kat, she'll know I was lying if she sees me like this.

"Hey, Y/N, it's Colby. Kat told me you seemed off, so I came to make sure you're okay." So I guess she already knew I was.

I jog over to the door and open it. I've seen Colby at his lowest, so now it's his turn to see mine.

"Col-" he hugs me tight

"I'm here, you don't have to be alone."

He doesn't know why I'm hurting, but those words brought me so much comfort.

He pulls away from the hug, and comes in. Closing the door as he enters.

"What's going on, if I may ask. I hate seeing you like this." I know he meant well by the statement. So I decided just to be transparent.

"There's this guy... I've liked him for a while, damn I was even in love with him at some point. But he never wanted me. I would've done anything for him, I basically have. But still, he's found someone better. There's always someone better." A tear runs down my face, involuntarily.

"Y/N, don't say that. He's fucking stupid, that's what he is. Look at you." He grabs my chin and looks up into my eyes. "You have beautiful eyes, they shine even when you cry. Your laugh is contagious, even when you giggle, I burst into laughter. Not to be weird, but your body is flawless, you're the definition of an hourglass figure. I could go on all day. He must not have a brain to give up someone like you. He'll regret it someday, I swear to you." I could melt into his clear blue eyes as he tells me this.

"Thank you." I choke out. Still crying. "Can you stay here with me. Just lay with me. Hold me. I don't want to be alone." I get déjà vu from the other night, when he asked almost the same question. But I need this.

"Yes, of course. Let's go forget the world okay, it's just you and me."

(A/N welcome back to "ABI WRITES ANOTHER SHITTY CHAPTER ABOUT HOW SHE'S FEELING!" Yeah I'm still going through it. I hope everyone is doing good, or at least better than me. Comment and vote. Love y'all ✌️)(A/N 2023: I am in fact doing better!)