Tell me that it's all okay
I've been waiting on this
All damn day
Call me in the morning
Tell me how last night went
I'm here
But don't count on me to STAY
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I feel like shit.
Shea has ruined my perception of love. Actually fuck that, I have. I ruined it for myself. I let her hurt me, and I stayed.
The rambling thoughts, make me want to pick up a bottle again. But I know what that would do to Y/N.
I'm already ruining her life. I know she's hurt by my actions, but I'm so scared to fall for her.
Kissing her makes me feel like I'm floating. A feeling I never had with Shea.
When she pulled my hair, God I wanted to...
Stop I can't think of her like that. No matter how much I want her, emotionally and physically. I can't have her. I'd just break her.
Or maybe, she'll break me. I don't even know anymore. What I do know is no matter what, I can't stay away from her. She's my new addiction.
One that I don't mind having. But now is not the time to tell her. We have to stay friends, but I want to kiss her again. I want to kiss her right now. I'm gonna kiss her right now.
I grab my keys and head toward the parking lot. I don't even have time to put my music on. I just start to drive.
*time jump (sorry😤)*
"Hey Col-"
I don't give her anytime to finish her sentence before my lips connect to hers.
(A/N here's a quick chapter, I'm trying to give Colby more character since all he's had so far is a drinking problem lmaoo. Love you guys don't forget to vote and comment ✌️)
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FanfictionColby Brock, YouTube and Vine sensation, falls into a heap of sadness after his breakup with Shea Elyse. Which leads him to turn to alcohol. Y/N a new and upcoming Tik Tik star, moves to LA to go after her dream of being a YouTuber. In the midst of...
