Lazy and I know !

Just another dreamer......

" Trust was a poison, it lifted you on lies and dropped you without any warning. " 

Since I'd read this line in batman,  I'd wanted to use it but couldn't get a suitable place. But now that it happened with me, I finally do. 

I trusted my dreams.They lifted me up.  And as it goes,  I fell on the ground. Hard.

It's like walking in on an imaginary path,  it's really beautiful and you keep walking ahead. But once you remove the shades from your eyes you find that the roads lead you to nowhere. And you're standing in the middle of absolutely nothing. That's the reality. 

So I put on the shades back and kept walking ahead. In nothing. Towards nowhere. 

I've seen people say they want to be artists,  or dancers or even photographers as kids. But once they grow a little and realise that it won't earn them good cash,  they quit. It's not completely true. They might. Just the chances are 0.001 in a 100 %. 

If you think about it,  you had much more dreams back as a kid. Once we grow up,  we keep cancelling them from our list and say,  "Those were just silly dreams dude. Be realistic. " 

So that's what you call growing up,  Huh?  Limiting your dreams according to money? 

But if that's the case, I think there's something wrong with me.I'm not growing up with time it seems. Those who do it are really worthy of a salute but unfortunately I don't come under that category. I simply can't give up on my SILLY,  UNREALISTIC dreams. 

So that's what I do. Stay unrealistic. That's all you can do when you're not strong enough to face your fears. If you're going through the same it's fine. It's not your fault. It's our system. 

 As kids,  they teach us to dream. They tell us dreams have no heights. Talent has no limits.

True? Yes.

Complete? No.

They just skipped out a little portion. Dreams and talents might not have a limit. But MONEY does. 

And limited money is the only  reason why we turn out to be idiots who were dumb enough to believe that all dreams come true.

Stupid, Stupid Education System

Shouldn't we be taught from the beginning itself that careers are nothing but apps from a playstore. The boring ones that most people choose are for free. But once you find something that's really creative,  something new and appealing,  it has a price tag attached to it. When you see you can't afford it,  you simply leave the thought of it. 

But what do you do of a dumbass who can neither afford the dream,  nor give up on it????

After all thjis depressing moments I finally feel better bacause I saw  teh positiveside of it . Someone had said :

When you keep telling yourself a lie constantly, it eventually becomes the truth for you. (Which , In fact , is very true )

There's nothing wrong with feeding yourself with a lie. Just make sure that it turns out to be the truth not only for you but the whole world. 

Truth can seem scary sometimes but that happens because the lies we see around are way more comforting, perfect and beautiful. And that is exactly why they are called Lies . It the UNtruth . 

Al times you might feel like a coward for running away from reality. And when you do just read what I'Ve written below .

Not all cowards are losers. And not all fears are scary. It takes a coward who fears dark to find the light. It was a weak person who made the parachute because he was scared of falling. It's good to be scared because if we dont fear anyhing , we wont move ahead . We'll just be standing in the same place fearlessly. And THAT is what would become scary. 

All I have to do now is wait to see if I can prove that my dreams are delusions. Delusions that I changed to reality. 

Or become just another dreamer............. 

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Now my friends , vote this chapter and go back to staying lazy. 

Yeah yeah, I've become a little bitter with time. I just hope I don't die once I end all my deceptions!!!! 

This Book has become so much like a dairy that I actually considered starting the next chapter with "DEAR DAIRY " for a moment!!!!!!!  XD 

See..... That proves my guts. I bet most of you can't actually put your personal dairy on a public forum like this when you've got some real life friends and family here!!!!!!!!!  #AwesoME 

Most probably the next chapter is gonna be a short story I made up. And all I can say it's really close to me. One of the first story I'd come up with but never wrote. 

 posted on : Jan '2015