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That one question & Love Guru ( aka Me) !!!!!

Chapter 6 : That one question & Love Guru ( aka Me) !!!!!
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For all those who read three last chapter,  I realised that too much love turns into suffocation . Last week I was having a fever and was bed ridden for about three day . So much so that I literally wanted to jump out of my bed and run around like crazy .

I bet most of you here a teens or you know ,in a young and awesome and group .

If not ... then,  umm.... what can I say Age is nothing but a number .

Yeah,  and prison is nothing but a room .

Yeah yeah,  I know the voices inside my head are pretty awesome .

I'm gonna write about that one question me and my friends hate !!!!

So here I am,  14 years old  having almost three fourth of my teenager life ahead of me which seems pretty cool . But I really don't wanna grow up .  I mean who does ?

Growing up is cool, I agree.  You experience more and wait for your life to become like an interesting teen fiction you read last week . It might happen as well . Maybe you always stay a teen at heart even as you're an adult  .

But you know what makes me not want to grow up ???

Some evil, old and crappy creatures who live to put their nose in my affairs and ask me , " So what are you planning to become in future . "

And I feel like saying , " Oh me . Nothing too much . I want to turn into a secret assassin and kill sick people like you and turn my country better . You know,  just the usual . Pfttt....   "

Why do others care what will I do in future . This is a question I personally don't understand .

As far as Sreyan says, he starts hating a person the moment they ask him,  " Beta,  what do you want to become when you grow up ?"

^^^^ Why the hell do you care ????

Though the question I don't like being asked is , " How's life ?" because ........

Nah,  maybe next time . That one will take a bit long .

Coming back to the subject , why can't some stupid people let me enjoy this life while I'm on it . Why do they want me to turn into future - telling janitors ??? I know it's not gonna get easy to become successful in life . There's a lot of competition around . And I know it all too well . You don't have to keep reminding me of it every second . 

Me and my friends have talked about it a lot of time and it becomes so depressing in the end that we decide not to bring it up again .

Zubina wants to do interior decoration and I aim for fashion designing . Yeah,  we're  gonna do something equally innovative and fun . But it's gonna be tough because there's not a lot of scope about it and if you're not successful,  you'll get trapped having no other career option.

Aditya is going to waste around five years of life doing engineering most probably,  which isn't his true interest . So,  yeah even his case is pretty much messed up .

Sreyan's  got it almost all sorted . He wants to opt for medical but again that doesn't make it easy .

That brings me up to this line I heard somewhere , " Who says you can't dream . Just don't keep a condition that all have to be fulfilled . "

And I guess that's from some cliche movie .

Neechan wants to do software engineering,  but you know,  once she started her 10+ 2 course . It doesn't seem as good . She'd always found pschhology interesting but never thought of it as a career . But now she has a sudden urge to try it,  which she can't now . Why ??? Her subject combination won't let her .

One reason why I don't want to be an engineering is that my whole family is spilling with engineers . But I can't actually blame it .

India is a country where people first become engineerings and then decide what they want to do .

Sometimes I wish I could just get a book of mine published by wattpad and I could just be an all time author . That would be so much of a better and relaxed life .

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Phewww......

That was some serious deep and depressing shit . But feels real good after letting it out .

This morning,  while eating breakfast, my dad  was like ,

" Ek chammach achaar ki keemat tum kya jaano Rita . "

[ You don't know the value of a spoonful of pickles ]

Which is a parody of a very famous bollywood dialogues

. Then,  comes my bro who again excels at doing some top level crying drama at just 6 .

Afterall,   he learnt from the best !!!!!

On the last day of school,  before winter holidays I was talking to two of my friends, whom I never got too much of time to interact with before .Lets call them Cardboard and Chart . (See I came up with the name in about 30 sec with my mind blowing creativity ) and We literally talked about anything's and everything and they are a lot of fun . By the end of the day,  I knew all about them,  all the places they've been to,  how they were in junior grades even about our houses and parents . You wont beleive how much we have in common .And they told me why they despise Puff !!!!

Boo yaaa bitch !!! Time to celebrate  ..... people talk about you .

Though her brain isn't dense enough to process if it's good or bad .

Yeah,  coming back . We were talking about all the histories we had with girlfriends / boyfriend . Mr. Chart had an interesting one which I more or less knew about because the girl was one of my friends and it was last year . Mr. Cardboard had none though,  because,  and I quote the line "No matter how beautiful a sword might be . In the end,  it just sheds blood " That ladies and gentlemen is what he said . I told them about mine,  which, of course,  I'm not revealing here . We talked about what kind of a person we would like .

Oh,  for those of you who are wondering why was I not with Aditya and Sreyan,  then let me tell you . I didn't shoot them. I don't exactly remember what they were doing .I guess I was too engrossed in talking . But once when I looked up,  I saw something like 6-7 guys dancing like crazy or something like that........I've got no idea .

Just before dispersal I asked them to find someone themselves in the holidays . But unfortunately,  Mr. Cardboard doesn't want to and sadly,  Mr. Chart can't get one because both stay in an all boys hostel . Poor guys . And then I got to hear a lot of gossip about other hostlers .

How I'm a sucker for drama and gossip......

But Cardboard said he'll find a guy for me . I told him all qualities I wanted but I knew he was only kidding though .

You know feels real good to talk all silly and kiddish once in a while . You can look at me,  I'm kiddish half of the time ......

And imagine,   won't it be amazing if I actually found an awesome guy ????? But that's gonna take years.....

For all those of you who are sick waiting for their perfect guy/girl,

Stop waiting . Get up and find him / her . The poor thing might be stuck on a tree or something .

Or might be just beside you . All you have to do is look .... ;) [Trust me,  most of the times it's the one you can just speak your heart out and the one who simply makes you smile ]

Moreover,  I bet you're not gonna find someone perfect,  but that someone will start seeming perfect to you .

You know it sometimes becomes annoying how you can't be annoyed at the people who make you smile .....

Yay ! Now I've decided .... If I can't do anything in future I'll turn an online love guru . I don't have to worry so much

You can always count on me for relationship advises . Credits to all my sister's friends having relationship troubles .....

Have awesome winter holidays !!!!!!

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Posted on : 18th Dec' 14