Most Beautiful Moment in Life: An Epic Jikook Love Story ✔

Chapter Thirteen: Are You a Gay Virgin?

Trigger Warnings:

Anorexia (Avoiding Eating, Hiding the Avoidance, Help and Support from Friends, Negative Self Talk) 

Exercise Addiction References

References to Sex

Coming Out

Adult Language (As Always)

September 1 2015 (The next day)

Jungkook:

"Want to go dance?" Jimin's face floated into view above his.

Typical relaxing Sunday, Jungkook groaned, and yet was already flooded with affection for the little sparkling sunbeam who crackled into life every morning like the world was brand new. And Jesus, it kind of is, Jungkook thought, warm at the memory of last night.

"Okay, baby," he found the term of endearment automatically on his lips, "let me wake up."

"Want me to help you wake up?" purred the tiny boy, and before Jungkook knew it, his head was disappearing under the covers... Jungkook groaned... the world is brand new, he thought with a sigh...I could get used to this...

A little while later, Jungkook bounced merrily into the common area followed by Jimin. It was early, everyone else was still asleep. Jungkook shook his head, trying to feel annoyance at Jimin's zest for life, but feeling only deep affection.

He made them big plates of eggs and bacon and watched Jimin take tiny dainty bites as he ate hungrily.

"Come on, Jimin, you have to eat a whole plate, not just take bites, baby." He pleaded, picked up a piece of bacon and holding it to Jimin's lips. Jimin resisted but finally took a bite, and then took the bacon from him and took another bite, ostentatiously, chewing dramatically for Jungkook's benefit.

"Happy?" he said.

"I will be happy when you finish the plate," Jungkook looked down at Jimin's plate. He realized that as long as they had been eating, Jimin had seemed to barely eat anything. Jungkook was already finished...

Jimin:

Jimin looked down at his plate, stomach in knots. He had already eaten much more than he usually did...usually did all day, he thought ruefully of the fatty bacon.

"Okay, Jungkookah," he said sweetly, "why don't you gather our stuff for today while I finish?"

Jungkook kissed his temple, and Jimin felt him turn and walk away. He looked over his shoulder to see Jungkook disappear into his room. Jimin grabbed his plate and quickly tipped half his food into the trash before innocently sitting back at the island.

Jungkook walked back into the room and Jimin took another big bite. "Mmm!" he said to Jungkook, "Thanks for making breakfast, Kookah!" Jungkook smiled and looked down approvingly at his emptier plate, suddenly looking relieved.

"Jesus, thank you, Jimin." He turned his back to start putting on shoes, and Jimin reached over like a flash and dumped a little more of the food into the trash. The food in his mouth felt like sawdust but he forced himself to swallow it. "I don't know why this is so hard with you," Jungkook was saying from across the room, still tying his boots.

Jimin burned with shame. "It's not a big deal," he insisted quietly.

Jungkook walked over, kissed his head. "Yes it is, baby," he said.

Jimin looked at his plate miserably. He thinks he loves me now, wait until I am a fat slob from all this food he forcing me to eat, he thought severely. "Is it enough?" he said to Jungkook, eyes casting down to his plate, trying to hide the tears in his eyes.