Give me a reason

Tell me this is just a dream.

We finish our meal, or 1/4 of it for , Charlie gives me 'a look' when I say I'm done but I don't care.

He pays and then we leave, he grabs my hand, intertwining our fingers, he starts walking.

There are people everywhere.

"Charlie!" A brown girl with loooong curly hair shouts, her and her friend start to run towards us.

"Hi!" Charlie smiles

"Hi! Oh my gosh, can I have a picture with you?! Please!"

"Of course." He laughs

They take pictures, they ask him to follow them in twitter and Instagram he does, and then she looks over at me and says

"Where's James?"

I open my mouth to say something, I come to a hault, not sure what to say.

"He's sleeping.?" I say more of a question

"Where's your ring?" She questions looking at my naked hand.

"She didn't want to loose it, alright now Happy New Year loves!" Charlie saves the day, giving them one last hug and then leading me away, leaving them back there to fangirl.

"Where are you taking me?" I ask

"I don't know." He smiles and I laugh a little,

"That's reassuring." I say sarcastically

We walk around for a bit, we get to a street corner waiting for the crosswalk to open, night walking prostitutes still trying to force themselves on people. 

"That is so repulsing." Charlie says in disgust to me, looking at them, recruiting unaware victims of the shit they're about to get themselves into.

A group of guys scouting then and picking the one they want. Pathetic.

The light turns and we walk across, we take pictures and have a few fan encounters, by the time we get back to the hotel it's almost 4 and I'm so tired I can barely walk.

We get into the elevator and I hold my arms open for Charlie;

"Carry me?" I say softly, yawning. He chuckles and picks me up like a baby.

"Do you want to sleep in my room tonight?" He asks, I nod slowly, and snuggle my face into the crook of his neck.

The elevator dings once we reach out floor, he walks me to his room. He opens the door, lays me down in the bed and says "I'm gonna go get you clothes okay?" I nod and cuddle into the big, soft and fluffy blankets.

A few minutes later he comes back, "Was he in there?" I ask, not able not to.

"Yeah, he was getting ready to leave I think." He shrugs, I nod, he hands me my clothes and I turn his away from me.

I take my shorts and top off, leaving me in my bra and underwear. I slip on the spandex and XFactor T-shirt he retrieved for me. I turn him back around and he kisses my cheek fast.

"Let's go to sleep." He says, stretching his arms out. He swoops me off of my feet, twirling me around and dropping me onto the bed.

He turns the lights off and curls up next to me, he pulls me to him, hugging my body.

"Goodnight beautiful." He says softly,

"Goodnight Charlie."

We sit in silence for a few minutes, when I hear

*bang* *bang* *bang* *bang* *bang* *bang* *bang*

"What the fuck?" I say sitting up.

"Oh my god! Don't stop!" A girl screams.

I look over at Charlie, and even in this dim moon light I can see the horror on his face.

"Yeah! Harder!"

"Is that Hazel?!" Charlie exclaims

"Yeah! Baby! Don't stop!"

*bang* *bang* *bang*

"Oh my god it is!" I say, I cover my face in horror.

Out of nowhere she let's a bloody murder scream, "It's coming!"

"Shut up!" Charlie screams sooooooo loud, I'm pretty sure the UK could have heard that.

"Shit! Be quiet!" Hazel says quickly.

"What a fucking slut." I roll my eyes and lay back down, Charlie falling down next to me.

"That was a beautiful start to my day." Charlie says sarcastically.

"Totally." I scoff, we finally fall asleep.

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My phone starts to ring at 10:40

"Hello?" I answer, trying to sound as awake as possible.

"Still sleeping? What time did you go to sleep?" Chris asks

"Like 4." I say, rubbing my eyes laughing a little. Attempting to keep my voice down, not wanting to wake Charlie.

"Banging that long with the bartender.?" He asks and then bursts into fits of laughter.

"No, that's not even funny! I was not!" I boast

"I know!" He laughs

"Well we're all going to have lunch, so meet us in the lobby at like 11:30." He says in his happy voice.

"Alrighty, we'll be there." I say

"HAPPY NEW YEAR NONI!" Barclay screams into the phone and they laugh

"Happy new year guys."

I laughs and hang up the phone.

I poke Charlie in the cheek and say "Wake up."

"I'm already awake, Barclay's scream with loud." He says with his eyes still shut.

I smile and kiss his nose, "I'm gonna go get clothes from my room, I'll be right back." I say getting up, I put my vans from last night, or this morning whatever you want to call it, I grab my key out of my shorts pocket. And I and walk to my room.

I slide the key in, once it beeps accepting my key I open the door, I see James' feet hanging off the end if the bed. I roll my eyes and go straight to my suitcase. I grab the biggest one with all my make up and a few outfits, I slide the handle out and start to roll it to the door,

"Mmm…" A higher pitched voice groans as I hear the sheets shift. I pause. I slowly turn around, I walk over to the bed, as I get closer I see one,

Two.

Two bodies in the bed.

James and some chick are naked cuddling with the blankets covering what was necessary.

I walk to the other side so that I can see who it is.

Tell me this is just a dream.

Hazel.