Give me a reason

My mind is made.

He looks deep into my eyes.

I look deeply into his.

He takes a huge breath.

I sit up straight.

"Hi." He says, his voice cracking a little bit.

"Hi.?" I furrow my eyebrows together.

He places his hands on top of his head and starts walking around.

"You just found out you got me pregnant and the most you can say is hi?!" I snap.

He slams his hand down to his sides facing me.

"What am I suppose to say?!" He shouts.

"Don't scream at me!" I scream ironically.

"I'm sorry! It's just, this whole this is genuinely hard to cope with." He says looking away from me, bringing his voice back down.

"Just calm down." I order.

"Me calm down?! You're the one that wants to kill an innocent baby!" He points at me, a look of disgust spreads across his tear stained face.

"I never said that.." I say quietly, crossing my arms over my chest.

"You didn't sound too sure of keeping it." He scoffed.

"Reece!" I boast.

He looks at me and his harsh facial expression changes to a much softer one, almost immediately.

He slowly walk over to me.

"I can't do this!" I shouts, tears occupying my eyes.

"I-I-I can't." I start to cry.

Reece wraps his arms me, he moves his hand in circular motions on my back, 'Shhh' ing me. In my ear. Rocking me, trying to get me to calm down.

"Reece, what am I going to do?!" I scream into his chest, gripping his shirt tighter.

"WE." He corrects.

"Are going to handle this, okay? You're going to have this baby and everything is going to be cheeky, okay?" Hus voice shaking, no where near as confidant as he is trying to play off to be.

I look at him. Tears spilling from his eyes, like a running faucet.

His eyes red and puffy.

I shake my head looking down.

I'm only 17, I can't do this. Not now. Later. Yeah, definitely later.

"Noni, you have to do what's right. Okay, this life in your stomach did nothing to either one if us, you can't kill him or her. You can't."

He lifts my head up.

"We can do this." He nods, I nod back.

"Tour starts in a month Reece." I remind him, feeling nauseous.

"And I will be by your side." He says reassuringly.

"Simon's not going to let me go." I shake my head, tears falling.

"He doesn't have much of a choice." Reece laughs a little, I smile slightly.

"We can do this." He says seriously. Starting at me.

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"Okay."

He smiles and kisses my forehead.

He slowly releases me and walks back out into the hallway. This time just the doctor comes in.

"I know what you're doing to yourself, this has to stop if you plan on giving birth to a loving baby."

I look down at my hands and nod.

"I got consent from your mother, she signed and paid for the medicines you will be required to take." He sets a big white paper bag down on the bed side table next to me.

"You made the right decision." He pulls reaches into the pocket of his lab coat and pulls something out.

Woah.