Give me a reason

Confessions

*Beep* *beep* *beep* *beep*

I push my alarm clock onto the floor. I try to reach out and grab the clock by just moving my arm. Too lazy to actually move I feel for the cord, the obnoxious beeping still going off ever half second.

"Turn it off." James groans flipping over on his side, his back mow facjng me. "I'm trying." I rush, feeling for then cord. I get ahold of it and rip the white smooth cord out of the wall.

I flop back down on my back. "Good morning." I say, "Good morning." He responds, stretching his arms out. After a moment of silence I speak up

"We godda go." He gorans and drapes his heavy arm over my side. "Noooooooo." He whines "Just stay and cuddle with me." I roll my eyes and remove his arm from me, "We have to be at the Airport at 6:30. We have to get ready." I tell him, "5 more minutes." He pleads, "James. We have to go." I say, sitting up, "You still need to finish packing." I tell him standing up, bending over touching the ground, feeling and hearing

"No. You said you would finish for me." He lies to me, "You're such a liar!" I boast, laughing at his lame attempt of trying to get out of packing.

I hear a vibrating sound, "Your phones ringing." He yawns, handing me my phone, straight off the charger.

I answer it, not looking who the call was coming from

"Noni!" Chris shouts

"What?" I yawn, not in the mood for his obnoxious yelling

"Are you guys awake?" He asks innocently

"No Chris. I'm sitting here talking to you in my sleep." I say sarcastically

"Well! Haha get on that plane! Can't wait to see you guys again." He boasts full of the energy and excitement of my 5 year old nephew. But we don't talk about him, or my family in general really.

"See you today." James yawns getting up,

"I miss you!" Chris shouts, I'm pretty sure China can hear his voice right now.

"I miss you too, and all of your tattoos." I smile cheekily, I fufking love tattoos... like absolutely LOVE. But especially Chris's, I LOVE HIS. But hands down, Jake's tattoos tho ♡♥♡♥ I fangirl every time I see them, they are so dope, I want one so bad.

"We need to get some together!" He boast

"Maybe." I laugh

"We'll talk about it later, buy you guys." He chuckles,

"Bye kid." I laugh hanging up the phone.

"I love Chris." I smile cheekily. "But I'm still number one." He says kissing my cheek, "Some days." I tease, he rolls his eyes with a laugh. He gets out of bed, walks over to his maroon suitcase, proceeding with his last bits of packing.

I change into a pair of sweat and a Stereo Kicks all of the parents and I ordered. 

"Like your hoodie." James smoles cheekily zopping the last bag of his, "I like it too." I bend down pecking his lips. "Do I have time to take a shower?" He winces, standing up.

"Hurry up, I want to take one too." I put my hair up into a messy bun. "You know..." he trails,  wrapping his arms around me. "We can do the world a favor and shower together." Nestling little kisses on my neck. "Staahhhpp!" I giggle, shaking him off. "It's a brilliant idea if I do say so myself." He says smugly, turning me around, looking me in the eyes. "No it's not." I laugh, "It was worth a try." He laughs.

He starts his shower, I pick up all the dishes and clean the house while he finishes up.

*You're gone and I godda stay high* I answer my ringing phone