Give me a reason

Here again

I wake up to the sun burns my eyes. Even if they are closed. My head hurts and the area under my eyes is super sensitive from crying so much is my guess.

"Hey." I hear a soft voice say, I look over at Charlie. "Hi." I say, my voice horce, "Are you okay?" He asks, rubbing his red eyes. "No." I say honestly. He gives me a sympathetic smile "After all the things we talked about yesterday and he does that." He shakes his head, yawning. I had the biggest urge to ask what they were talking about, but another part of me didn't even want to know. "Well." I breath. "I don't know either." I sit up "What if he comes back?" Charlie asks, slipping on a pair of James pants and hoodie, "I don't know. What should I do?" I ask. Pulling the blanket over my cold cold cold body. "Well I guess it doesn't really matter because you're comin home with me." He states jumping onto of me, "No, I am going to spend today alone." I say quietly,  messing with the ends of his hair "No you're not, it's Christmas eve." Charlie objects "I think that is what I need." I say seriously. Looking him in his beautiful blue crystal eyes. "Well mi mum said I have to be back by 10, it's 9:32." He tells me, looking on my phone, "You have 17 missed calls." He announces. "So he'll blow up like that, walkout, and then he'll call?" I scoff rolling my eyes, "Um.. the calls weren't from James." He says "Who from then?" I puzzle. He looks at me for a moment and then he finally tells me "Reece.." with an awkward and slow tone in his deep register. "You told him didnt you?" I groan, "No. Well... all I said that James and you got in a fight." He confesses. I fall back. "Charlie. ? Why would you do that?" I moap "He asks.", his phone beeps "She is coming to get me in 5." He announces, "If James comes over there, please tell me. Or if you hear from him. Okay?" He nods.

A few minutes later a knock comes at the door, opening it, revealing his beautiful mother, "Hello love." She smiles sympathetically, I half smile back, she gives me a tight hug. "Is everything okay?" She whispers to me. "Boys being stupid." I laugh awkwardly. "Well, Charlie takes you pretty seriously,  James better be looking out." We laugh, I turn to Charlie "Thank you for everything." I say sincerely,  he wrapps me in the best hug ever. "Anytime. I'd do anything for you." He whispers, kisskng my cheek. We let go and they leave, I crawl back to bed and drift lazily back into another deep,  sad,  slumber. 

I feel a pair or warm hands feel up my sides. "I'm the one that you want. " a sexy, smooth, calm, thick accented boy whisperes seductively in my ear, sending chills down my spine. The boy leans down and starts to kiss my neck, I grab ahold of his soft quiffed up hair. My breathing getting heavier, he finds the right sot, I let out a soft, small moan. "Keep it coming. We're just getting statted." I chuckle, he guy pulls away from me, and kisses my lips, it was all so fast I just kept my eyes closed. We kissed and it felt like magic. But it wasn't very fimiliar. I pull away a little bit and my eyes lock with a beautiful pair of hazle ones. The boy pulls away even more, leaving me face to face to Reece.

3:12 p.m.

I shoot up straight to a pounding on the door. I rub my eyes quickly walking to answer it, "What?" I softly say to myself, thinking about my dream. The pounding didn't stop, I swing the door open. Oh god... As soon as he realized that I opened the door he pulls my into an instant hug, and it felt amazing, -ly awkward. He stuts the door with his foot while we embrace. "Are you okay?" He says, panicked "Yeah, I'm fine." Trying to shound as convincing as possible. "What happened?" He says urgently,  pulling away, looking me dead in the eyes, holding my shoulders with a hand, holding me in place. " I say, not reallyknowing what else to say. I nod my head yes. When I really should have shaken my hesd no. He looks me in my eyes for a moment "No you're not." He corrects. Of course he would know if I was lying... Damn it Reece.

"What happened????" He stresses, I walk over to the couch, he follows. "If I tell you, you can't do anything to him." I negotiate "I love you, but I'm not promising that." He shakes his head. I hesitate for a second. "You can trust me Noni." He nods. I sigh and spill EVERYTHING. I would feel bad if I didn't. "I'm going to kill that bloke." He says with a face so mad, Jamss outburst last night looks like nothing compared to the face Reece is currently making. He gets up fast and speed walks to the door. "No! Stop!" I say, he looks back at me with a 'ARE YOU FUFKING SERIOUS?!' face "You know what he did to you!" He shouts "Yeah, but there is no reason to hurt him." I defend "There is EVERY reason to hurt him!" He objects, he takes another step out of the door "Reece! Stop!" I demand again "One good reason why I shouldn't." He snaps,  facing me once again. "I want you here." I say, my voice cracking. He looks as me with sad eyes. "He can't gt away with this Noni." Reece saying turning around again. "I need you." I burts out of nowhere. He slowly turns to face me. "What?", I swallow a huge lump in my throat "I need you." I say again, looking him in his beautiful eyes.

He walks back in tthe apartment, he walks to where him I, are inches apart. He takes ahold of both my hands, intertwining our fingers. "How much?" He whispered, and with that he crashes his lips onto mine. I try to fight it but the desire was just too strong.

No one was going to stop me now. Not even myself. Christmas eve. Kissing reece again.  Who would have thought? The rest of the night was spend with Reece and I cooking, cuddling,  watching movies, kissing, hugging, doing everything James and I used to.  And frankly,  I have nothing bad to say about it. Hope today was better than today, I hope it has something big planned.