Jackson

XX

Apollo's POV

It's been 4 weeks, 2 days, 11 hours, 5 minutes ,and 30 seconds since the last time me and Jackson spoke, and you would think he would get the memo that I don't want to speak to him right.

No.

Everyday I wake up to multiple text messages and phone calls from him telling me that he wants to talk and apologize for what happened and that their was nothing going on between him and Halo, but I'm not that stupid to think he's telling the truth.

So today I've decided to move on and leave him in the past.

If he wants to be with Halo by all means go right ahead, but me—Apollo—I'm putting myself first from now on.

I got out of bed, washed my face brushed my teeth, got dressed in work out clothes and grabbed all my belongs. When I opened my front door Jackson was standing on the other side of it.

I stood shocked and confused as to why he'a at my apartment. There's nothing he could say to fix the situation.

I turned my head rolled my eyes and stood to the side, so he could come in.

"Look I'm about to leave so why are you" I stated facing him

"To Apologize" he said placing his hands in his pockets. That's the most average apology stance I've ever seen, like you look guilty just stop.

"I got your apologies"

"And"

"And what? I heard what you said and what do you want me to do bro" folding my arms and placing my belongs down

"Bro? Why are you acting like this?" He said taking his hands out his pockets. His eyes were getting softening and druppy indicating he was sadden by character right now, but you can only break a person so much until there's nothing left to break.

"Acting like what? Strong! For once. As long as I've known you Jackson I've never been this strong. I've always forgave you when you've hurt me I've always ran back to you, but not this time I'm over it—

"And I'm sorry about that"

"No! I'm talking. You think after all those I didn't want to trust and forgive you huh. I did but I just can't you took it way to far this time. And–an–and I just can't trust you anymore."

He was silent no words or sounds were coming from his lips. His bluish-green eyes were racing the floor for help, but he knew nothing can change my mind or the way I feel right now. He knew it was his fault that I was in this pain and his emotions showcases that he wanted to fix everything.

"How was I suppose to know you and Halo knew each other. I've been gone for 4 months?" He said. I was a bit taken back but I didn't let it be shown

"And yet again another thing that you did that broke my heart."

"How was i supposed to know this would be add to our situation"

"BECAUSE IF YOU HADN'T LEFT THEIR WOULDN'T BE A SITUATION, AND I HOPE THAT YOU WOULD'VE TOLD ME ABOUT HALO DURING THE TIME TOGETHER!"

"IM SORRY OKAY! IM FUCKING SORRY! YOU DON'T DESERVE A FUCKING GUY LIKE ME, YOU DESERVE BETTER BUT I CANT HELP THE WAY I FEEL ABOUT YOU THOUGH, YOU MAKE ME A BETTER PERSON INSIDE AND OUT AND I JUST WANT US TO FIX THIS, WHATEVER WE HAD!"

"I'm sorry but we can't fix it now, it's just to fresh and I don't know when I'll finally be ready"

"Okay" he looked at me with longing eyes, then turned away and headed to the door. He grabbed the door knob opening it but stopped and rushed over to me, kissing me passionately. I won't lie and say I didn't kiss him back, he was still the boy I loved.