Jackson

XVI

"Wake up" I kissed his cheek "wake up" I kissed his eye lids "wake uppppppp" I kissed along his neck. He started to stir around in his sleep, slowly opening his eyes.

I climb on top of him kissing all over his face again. "Good morning to you" he whispered in a raspy voice "what's got you so happy this morning" he asked smiling softly

"I don't know" I stated "I just am"

"Oh really, how about we getting up an get some breakfast?" he spoke while I laid on his chest still kissing all over his face. I rose up quickly hearing the thought of food. My stomach most definitely agreed because she instantly rumbled.

"Sure" I got off he's chest, my feet leading me to the bathroom where began my usual hygiene routine. When I was done and walk back into the main area of the hotel Jackson was all dressed.

"Do you have an extra toothbrush" he muttered walking closer to me.

"Ohhhh you most definitely need a breath mint" I squished the bridge of my nose playfully making him and myself laugh

"Oh you got jokes huh" he said laughed walking to the bathroom.

"Nah I got facts" I laughed

"Oh really" he laughed with me

"Ummhmmm"

"Alright let's go jokester" he said walking out the bathroom after brushing his teeth, he grabbed in my free hand intertwining them with mine and leading me out of the small hotel room.

As we walked to his car, it was silent, but it was awkward it was the type when your in someone embrace an you just enjoy your time with that person. When you don't have to say anything and the other person already knows.

We stopped for a second and looked into each other's eyes. He beautiful blueish-green ones and my big brown orbs.

It was like he wanted something to tell me but he was afraid to, so I left the hand that wasn't intertwined with his fingers and rested it onto the said of his closer cheek. I rubbed it softly calming him done and it looked like it had worked because he let go of a deep sigh before beginning his sentence:

"So Marcy called me last night—"

"And said what?" I interrupted him raising my right eyebrow indicating that I was confused as to why Marcy called

"She um she um—" I was becoming so irritated and impatient with all the hesitation that I couldn't help but roll my eyes a move eye contact with him and drop my hand of his cheek.

As quickly as I did it, couldn't be as quick as he grabbed my face turning my eyes back to meet his gaze.

"Don't ever do that again" he stated seriously. My hearted thumped in my chest. I've never seen this side of him and it turned me on but scared me much more.

"Do what? What could I have possibly done" I taunted him

"Dropped your gaze from me. I like when I'm talking to people the look me straight in the eyes so they know I'm serious" He retorted moving closer towards me where are foreheads were practically touching.

I turned my head again and whispered "I hadn't noticed you haven't said a word" And yet getting Jackson grabbed my chin and brought my eyes back to him.

This time he left me go, back me into a wall and punched it. I jumped frightened and confused as to why he was so angry. What did I do wrong? I just wanted to know what she said and here we are in another in this horrible situation.

His chest heaved up and down rapidly, smoke was practically flared out of his nose and ears, and most of all he's eyes weren't the same eyes I was use to drifting into.

I kept an intense eye contact with him waiting for him to tell me what was wrong and how I could fix it. I know your probably fuck him and let him fix it himself but I couldn't a broken person can't fix something else that already broken.

He parted his lips slightly, licked the bottom on his lip, turned his away from me then came back grabbed my face an smashed his lips into mine.

The kiss was filled with hunger and lust but those two couldn't be compared to the pain that seized all those our kiss.

It was a type of kiss you share when your leaving someone and it's to hard to say goodbye.

An once I realized what he was doing I open my eye abruptly pushing him off of me.

He was confused until he saw the look in my eyes. He knew that I knew he was leaving. He knew that I knew he'd be gone for a long time and it had something to do with Marcy. He knew that being with me today would ease some of the pain but not for long, so when placed his hands in his pockets and turnt his body away, I ran right into his arms.

With no hesitation he hugged me back instantly, rubbing my back to try and stop the tears that burned my eyelids.

"I'm sorry" he spoke in a sad tone "I didn't know how to tell you, it happened so sudden" I listened not daring to interrupt "the bars closing down and she offered me this job in California and I took it before I came to see you" my heart broke at every word falling from his lips.

"I didn't mean for this to happen, but I really need the money" these last words leaving his mouth

"For how long?" I finally spoke in a weary and soft tone

"6 months"

When he said  the number 6 I my mind went blank. I was shocked and deep in thought. I didn't understand why I was hurt, we weren't really ever together, just a couple sneaked kisses here and there but it still hurt.

He then clutched onto my hand, guiding me back to the hotel room. I kept trying to let go but he wouldn't led up. He eventually yelled at me to relax and stay still so he wouldn't hurt my wrist,  but I rather be bruised then fell this hurt.

When we reached my room I pulled my arm out of his grip grabbed my key, pushed open the door and slammed it in his face.

He knocked and knocked and when he finally stop I figured he had left so I climbed into bed and went to sleep deep in thought.

30 minutes later the knocks began again, dreading getting up to find out who it was, I just unlocked it, then walk back to my bed.
The bed soon dented indicating someone laid next to me and Just by the scent I knew it was Jackson and he pulled me into his chest so my head rest on it.

I began crying again hugging him so tightly so he wouldn't ever leave me I was so out of it that the only I said was
"Please don't leave me" over and over again.

He kissed me on my head and drifted into a deep sleep not letting me go.

When I woke up, later on that night my bed was empty and a note plus a rose was left on the night stand.

-incase you forgot who played Jackson he's in MM