𝙻𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝙶𝚒𝚛𝚕 | 𝙲𝚑𝚘𝚒 𝙷𝚢𝚞𝚗𝚜𝚞𝚔 𝙼𝚊𝚏𝚒𝚊 𝚊𝚞

✎ 21

2021, February 16th:

With heavy steps, I followed all the men and women in black as they held the coffin and started walking outside. I had a blank face as I held the bouquet of white flowers in my hand. I have lost another dear person to me....

The men holding the coffin stopped as they placed it in the hole dug then gently covered it and placed everything else. I bent as I placed the flowers and then lied my head on my knees as I forced a smile.

"Is it nice there? I am sorry....sorry that you had to go before me..." My voice cracked as I covered my face and cried. "I promise you....to get complete revenge from those fuckers....." I added as I wiped my eyes. I felt a hand on my shoulder and turned around to see Hyunjin. I got up and walked away and he followed me.

"Y/N!" Hyunjin called. I sighed as I turned around to look at him and he sighed too. "We need to talk."

"We do NEED to talk." I said sharply as I pointed at the bench from afar and he nodded his head. The two of us walked there and sat down as we admired the red and orange colors in the sky as the sun was setting.

"Do you remember when we were kids?" I asked Hyunjin. "Remember which memories exactly? We have a lot together. Sad and happy ones...." Hyunjin said. "Well...." I looked ahead as the flashback of me and Hyunjin running around in the huge field came back to my mind.

"Jinnie!" I cried as I lied on the ground, tears gathering at the corner of my eyes. "What is wrong this time?" Hyunjin asked as he rolled his eyes but still walked toward my direction and extended his hand toward me.

I wiped my tears and took it as I got up. "None of the girls want to play with me...." I started crying again and he sighed as he picked up a rock and threw it over the lake in front of us. "Then, you want me to play with you?" Hyunjin asked and I nodded my head. "Aish! You are too annoying." Hyunjin said and I only looked at the ground. "So....are you going to play with me?" I asked.

"Do I have a choice?" Hyunjin sighed. I smiled at him as I clapped my hand. "Then what shall we play?" I asked. "Tag? I don't know."

My checks turned red as I got closer to Hyunjin. He frowned his brows as I cupped his checks and pulled him closer, connecting my lips to his lips. Hyunjin's eyes widened and his checks turned red as he pulled back. "What the hell are you doing??!!"

"I touched you! It's your turn to catch me now!" I laughed as I ran away. "You little....WAIT!"

I touched my lips as a small smile formed. "I was your first kiss." I said and Hyunjin smiled. "Then, do you want to kiss me now?" Hyunjin asked and I smiled as I looked at him but then, my smile dropped quickly. "Did you really....hate me back then?" I asked.

"I liked you a lot....but I didn't want to admit it...I don't know why I acted like that. My feelings for you are re-" "Let's call off our engagement, and our relationship with it all along." I said. "Y/N!" Hyunjin sighed as he looked at me with disbelief. "I am sorry to be selfish...but I can't marry you, Hwang Hyunjin." I said.

"Then what about your mafia?? Without my help your gang will be gone!" Hyunjin said. "I don't care. I will build it all over again." I said. I tried to avoid his gaze as much as possible.

"Is it because.....you still like Hyunsuk, don't you?" Hyunjin said. "No! I....I don't." I said sharply. "Y/N.....I can see it all over your face. The way you look at him...you used to look at me like this...but you look at him with more love, as if he's everything for you." Hyunjin said. "I said this is not true!" I fought back. "He has the same look for you. Both of you, what the hell is wrong with you? Everyone else knows that you like each other but you still deny it. It breaks my heart. Okay? It hurts like hell!" Hyunjin yelled as he pointed at his chest and a tear slid from his left eye. "It hurts like hell, Y/N...."