Inside my mind

𝐸𝑝𝑖𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑢𝑒

"Nobody ever looses feelings for their first love."
That's clear to me now.
Any unstable human would run back to the first person they fell for if given the chance.
And you did. But it makes sense. Because they were the first to show you what it feels like to be loved
I just hope you made the right choice this time.
Because you didn't when it came to us.
And in the end, you're still fine. You always have been.
Because everything so far has always come out to benefit you in the end. It always will.
And I'm still hung up on you because you helped me feel things that I thought only happened in movies.
I don't want to go of that.
But you did because you found somebody else who gives it better. Who gives you better comfort, who protects you better, who loves you better.
I gave you my all. And I still do. But that wasn't enough for you.
It makes sense as to why you'd go back to them.
Not everyone can be better than the first.
Sometimes first isn't the worst.
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